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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
welcome 2010
As the day ends,
new year comes with ,its full charm
but today think upon
how much u have gained,how much spend
in the year which gonna end!
how much resolutions did u break,
and in what u get a ravishing break,
how many hands cam fr Ur support,
how many have u to hold,
not to b a pessimist
still want to remind
sun will rise in its fix time
24 hrs wont exceed
and how could u say ,this year u gonna succeed
change yourself ..as the time pass
cos this year is also gonna pass
wish others a merry day
but stop wishing tat u 39+ so gonna marry today
cos years changing..bringing lucky charm
wanna remind
years passing telling!!
other too also NT gonna last long
so plan up
as long as u live
some might have last year of life
and some gonna get new life!
but finally
change Ur calendar
welcome 2010
Sunday, November 22, 2009
NIGHT
Sometimes at night
When sleep is lost
I lay myself under the stars
And listen to the silence
Without a sound
Clouds dance around the moon
Taken by the wind
They let darkness fall
But shades won't blind me
Thoughts won't hold me
I'm only captured by time
Like the fire of stars
But when they fade
And seconds get lost in the dark
The cold of night wakes me
And just for a moment
I am free...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
..bhul jaate ho
Hamari yaad aati hai bulana bhool jate ho....
Tumhari ek yehi aadat pareshan hum ko rakhti hai....
Nazar mein aa tou jatey ho samana bhool jatey ho....
Tumhare hath mein aksar gulabi phool dekhy hain....
HamAri rah mein aksar bichana bhool jatey ho....
Tumhe tou loat janey ki aksar fiker rahti hai....
Mager jab loat jatey ho tou aana bhool jatey ho....
Suna hai tum hatheli per hamara naam likhte ho....
Mager jab hum se milty ho dikhana bhool jatey ho....
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Key to my heart
Feeling so lost
With an empty heart
And nobody can tell me
How to be found
Wandering so lonely
Along a forgotten path
And even I don't know
Where it will take me
Losing my mind
as it drifts away
led by the wind
where only memories can go
Touching the light
as it brings a new day
and finally I find
the key to my heart
And when it opens
I'll be filled with love
Memories will return and bring me
To the place I call my angel's home
Thursday, October 22, 2009
If i knew it would be last time.....
If i knew it would be last time
that i would see u fall asleep,
i would have watched u whole night,
and prayed the lord, your soul to keep
If i knew it would be last time
i see u walk into my rrrom,
i would have huged u,
and call u back for one more,
If i knew it would be last time
i heard ur voice lifted up in praise
i would have recorded each section
and play them back every day.
If i knew it would be last time
i could spare an extra minute with u
i would have said,
"wat i m! its just bcoz of u
i love u".
for surely there is always a tomorrow,
to make up ,what yesterday had done
but i wish for another chance
to say u "is there anything i can do"?
but in this case i know i am wrong.
i wish u live well
where evr u hav gone!
we will miss u
and cherish ur memories lifelong!
If i knew it would be last time.....
If i knew it would be last time
that i would see u fall asleep,
i would have watched u whole night,
and prayed the lord, your soul to keep
If i knew it would be last time
i see u walk into my rrrom,
i would have huged u,
and call u back for one more,
If i knew it would be last time
i heard ur voice lifted up in praise
i would have recorded each section
and play them back every day.
If i knew it would be last time
i could spare an extra minute with u
i would have said,
"wat i m! its just bcoz of u
i love u".
for surely there is always a tomorrow,
to make up ,what yesterday had done
but i wish for another chance
to say u "is there anything i can do"?
but in this case i know i am wrong.
i wish u live well
where evr u hav gone!
we will miss u
and cherish ur memories lifelong!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Touhfay main tumko kya doon…?
Touhfay main tumko kya doon
Uljhan si ho rahi hay
Phoolon ka doon jo touhfa
Par,Tum se haseen nhi wo….
Touhfay main zindagi doon
Bin tere kuch nhi jo….
Ya jaan day doon apni
mansoob hay jo tum se...
Ya,Ankhain saja k day doon
Jo muntazir tumhari!
Ya dil hi dedun jo dhadhkta hay
Bus Naam par tumharay
Ghazlain ye saari kardun naam tumhaare,
Sonchti huun shair likhun aisa
Jin se chalakti ho chahat
Ya karun Beinteha muhabbat
jo tu thakk k ro dey!
Touhfay main tumko kia doon…?
Uljahn si ho rahi hay
dedun kya tumko
Ye jaagti si ankhain
Ye raastay ko takti
Ye muntazir si ankhain
Kardun kya naam tumhaare
Ik baar do ijazat
Daman main sar ko rakh kar
Ik baar khul k ro lain
Phir chain se ye so lain
Aghosh main ye sar ho
Main tum se itna bolon
so jain jab ye ankhain,
palkoun ko meri choo ker
tum inko band kar do!
or jaan ka hamari Taraf se ye toufa
isko qabool kar lo….!
K pass buss yahi hay….
Touhfay main tumko kya doon…?
Uljahn si ho rahi hay
Friday, August 14, 2009
Independent India (poem)
I once was ruffling history of my land
now Independent,half century back a slave
I stand on history's corner on land ruled by whites
I face the green where freedom rings in silence to the ear
But the bell tolls daily in the minds of those who want to hear.
In the chambers of meeting place, fifty years ago
Words of strong debate from chambers overflowed
my land was divided and a portrait finely etched
And the face of freedom's guarantee on parchment had been sketched
I recalled the arguments, I heard the strong debate
I shed a tear of joy when they discussed the people's fate
They granted all a freedom that nobody could refute
finally our leaders gave,
The right to speak what they believed was granted absolute
It is a freedom that's denied to millions on this earth
Yet many here still don't appreciate its' golden worth
For every freedom guaranteed, there rests a certain trust
In the right of conscience, right of thought, to say the things we must
Every day the tourists come, to visit taj
To hear the words of great indian rulers on the echo off the walls
They glance out the beauty of the villages still green
Some understand the magnitude of all that they have seen
but, that beuty has degraded and that land abused,
From one without a conscience, where his freedom is misused
But yet between the lines of freedom, tolerance is clear
Sometimes we listen to the things we never want to hear
Then anger and mistrust arise within the murky mist
Of one who utters or displays what principles resist
but the rulers stil have conscience to which they attest
believing, just turn your back and silently protest
as silence speaks the loudest as it echoes what is real
There is another boundary that blows in freedom's air
That does not allow the right to speech that cause s one's despair
The law will call to justice, the one who oversteps
The line of freedom's limits with the weight of ignorance
For if we waqnt,we could retaliate
As ghosts of freedom argue in the favor of nations fate
my land hear his name be mentioned as deserving to developed
For "every individual" in this land equally held.
here every pen is free to write the thoughts within his soul
And every soul is free in seeking knowledge as his goal
I stand on history's corner, a building with a name
Where could galnce shattered window pane
And realize every eyes are gazing through the very glass
Of eyes that once looked out as well in shadows of the past
Come here to see where freedom's voice was duly given birth
Come here to understand the measure of your voice's worth
Monday, August 10, 2009
hakeekat
Monday, June 29, 2009
AREY AMBER KI BHI KYA KAYA DEKHO!
KABHI MARUSTHAL SA DIKHTA AHI,
KABHI AMBER KI SI CHAVVI HAI.
HAAN KABHI KHADA TILA SA DIKHTA
TO KABHI DIKHTA DHUUL SA UDTA
MANNO ABHI ABHI GAYA HO,
PATH SE PASHUOON KA JHUND UMADTA,
HAAN ANGIT CHAVI AMBER KI DEKHO!
HAR PAL HAI JO RANG BADALTA!
HAR PAL HAI JO RANG BADALTA!
HAR PAL HAI JO RANG BADALTA!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
YE DAASTAAN HAI, AUR KUCH BHI NAHI
Manga Khuda se raat-din, Tere siwa Kuch b nahi
**********
Dekha Tujhe Chaha tujhe, Socha Tujhe Pooja Tujhe
Meri Wafa Meri Khata, Teri Khata kuch b nahi
**********
Jis per Hamari Aankh ne, Moti bichaye Raat bhar
Bheja wohi Kagaz usey, Hum ne likha Kuch b nahi
**********
Aur Ek Shaam ki Dehleez per, Bethey rahe wo Dair tak
Aankhon se ki Batain boht, Munh se kaha kuch b nahi
**********
Do-Chaar din ki Baat hai, Dil Khaak mai mil jaye ga
Aag per jab Kagaz rakha, Baqi bacha Kuch b nahi
RAAT SUNTI RAHI......
Dard ki daastaan mein batata raha,
Log logoon se chahat nibhatay rahay,
Ik wo tha mera dil jalata raha,
Dhoop chaoon si uski tabiyat rahi,
Wo nigahein milata raha churata raha,
Ik mein hi piyasa raha dosto,
Log peetay rahay mein pilata raha,
Dil k mehman khanay mein ronaq rahi,
Koi aata raha koi jata raha,
Hum-maktab ne sara sabak parh lia,
Mein tera naam likhta raha mitata raha.
__________________
(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*`
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
shayari2
Naa Asnsu LAbon ko bhego Rahe haiN
NAa palkein JHapak rahi HAin
NAa hi hum so rahein hain,,,
dekh Sanam ..tere iskq mei..
KYa Kya sitam..humAre SAth ho rahe hain
shayari:2
humara dil kamzor hai..sambhal ke rakhna
hum aajtak uski hifazat karte aaye thy
unko na khabar thi ki wo humara leke jaa rahe hain,
khud to wo jee lenge saalon,par aaj
humare janaze mei bhi nahi aaye hain
shayari:3
humaari IBAdat KA tAreeKa hai
ki..tujhse milne ke lie.. katre bann ne ki aarzu..
aur un karto ki tere kadmon ko chune ki tamanna hai
USKI HAI RACHNA
lab yunhi thamte nahi
jazbad yunhi dabte nahi
ye chahatein hoti hain us uparwaale ki
jo mitata hai nishaan kisis ka,
jo jatata hai ehsaan kahin pe
woh karta hai wafa kisi se,
banata hai bewafa kisi ko
woh deta hain aanchal kisi ko
chenta hai mamta kisi se
wo banata hai savitri kisi ko
aur beparda karta ashleelta kisi ki
wo bnata rehnuma kisi ko
aur bnta lutera kisi ka
yeh usi ka khel hai..
ye usi ki duniya
wahi chalata hai isi ko
wahi banta
wahi mitata kisi ko
wahi sajata ,wahi nast karta apni kriti ko
wahi vani mei sur deta
aur swar ke abhas se vanchit rakhta kisi ko
woh deta swarn shaiya..kisi ko
ya chenta do gaj kafan kisi se..
wahi banata sabhi ko..wo hi mitata kisi ko...
Monday, May 18, 2009
CHUBHAN
Aankh namm hai...
Lab sehme...
Gaal gulabi..
Saanse madham..
Shaam seher hai..ya
Tufaan ka darr hai..
Mann banjar..
khud ki na khabar hai..
Kuch kho gaya hai..
Lagta hai,
Jag veeraan ho gaya hai..
Sath chuta.. ya wo ruth gaya hai..
Aks dekhte they jisme,
Wo tut ke bikhar sa gaya hai..
kuch kho gaya hai..
CHUBHAN hai kaanch ki,
Lahu paani ki tarah beh raha hai..
Jewaan hai neeras , phir bhi
Waqt kyu tham nahi raha hai..
CHUBHAN hai kiski..ki asar saaf dikh raha hai...
Aankhein namm hain..
lab sehme..
Tufaan ka darr hai..
uspe,khud ki na khabar hai..
Kaanton ki CHUBHAN hai..
YA rishton ka dard hai..
na jaane kaise badhti ye
CHUBHAN hai..
Saturday, April 25, 2009
jaane kyu :shyari
Thursday, April 23, 2009
ye jo zindagi ki kitaab hai
ye kahin ek haseen khyaab hai,
to kahi jaan leva azab hai,
kai chehre isme chupe hue,
dhaka ajeeb sa nakab hai,
kahin kho dia
kahi paa lia..
kahi ro dia ,
kahin ga liya
kahin aansun ki daastaan hai,
kahin musakrahatein kadardaan hain..
kahi tishnagi bemisaal hai..
kahin sawan ki bahahr hai
ye zindagi ki kitaab hai!!
ye ek haseen khwab hai.!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
jee 2009 review first paper
evn last years paatern folwed in physics questn
u cd agin see trianle hexagon.circle squre in paper
and asked about magnetic and elctric field
nucler fusin is jee s favrt part in calculatins..
chem paper wth oh and cooh acidity order
simple anwrs lik an2/v2 in
then isomers of pt complexes..is again a repeat
maths involve graphicl aproch! make grph and u cd see anwrs
much relief as always scary frst paper amths is relativly esy
over all a paer wth solvng
and cd b rated as miday betwn 2k8 and 2k7
bt remem its paper one
secnd stl to b xplored
Thursday, April 9, 2009
....Mann kisi ...
....khand_har kile sa ...
....Kitane darwaaze jharoke ,
....Kitane Galiyaron ke dhoke ,
....Oonchi pathar ki diwaaren
....Din-ba-din Badhati daraaren.
....Band kamron main hawayen
....Khud se hi puchain battayen,
....Seedhiyon par so gayee hain,
....Sheeshmahalon ki kathayen.
....Chawk hain chup-chaap baithe,
....Peepalon ke ped nange,
....Ab kahin jaati nahin hain,
....Soch ki lambi surangen.
....Chhat pe chhal ke laakh Jaale,
....Farsh darabaron ka mailaa,
....Baag Banjar , Nehar sookhi,
....Aur udhar mandir akelaa,
.... Chhaanw chup hai,
....Saans sahami,
....Angano.n main hai andheraa-
..
....Mann kisi ...
...........Khand_har Kile sa ... !
Saturday, March 14, 2009
I'm the best thing that happened in ur life [POEM]
i saw a fuzzy dream
You looked right through me,
you were miles away
far away ,far away.
When no one is around then I have you here
all others So far away, so far away,
i guess we're at our best, miles away
When I'm gone, you realize
That I'm the best thing that happened in ur life
You always love me more,
miles away I hear it in your voice,
miles away
So far away, so far away"
Saturday, March 7, 2009
i love,i dream
There is something which i dream,
u come from bak,hold me tight
saying "love u sweetheart,neednt fright".
though i cant sing,still i murmur
latest releases,or songs for lovers.
i feel too happy,imagining u expressing your love,
we sharing choclates,
or having ice cream from ur hand.
i love those moments,
when u look into my eyes,and feel proud
knowing that nly u reside.
i wish u treat me as lady of ur life.
i love those moments,when u cal me late night
waking me fom slep, giving resons that
mosquitoes in ur room dont let u dream.
then u laugh,
i know u miss me alot
oh my love!!
you waiting for me,with wet rose in ur hands,
or saying "i love you" at parking stand.
your sms during lectures,frequently vibrate my bench,
i love when friends say me
"m a luky gal"
i love when u read an xtra topic to help me out,
or when u attend my cal, with friends around.
i love the way we plan love many a times,
and i tease u by telling number of kids i desire.
i wish those moments when u hold my hand,
or plan out surprizes,during moments we spend.
i dream a day when u came riding on white horse,
giving me....
(only angel know the way..this dream goes on..)
i wish that u love me forever the way
u love me now
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
10 $ supercheap computers developed in India at IIT
Forget MIT's $100 laptop, "cheap" netbooks, and other crude attempts at making the computer affordable. Here comes the mother of all low-cost computers.
At Rs. 500(approx. 10 $), the upcoming, yet to be named, nano computer is set to be the cheapest computing device ever. Designed for students, the Government is supposedly readying a prototype of the device to be showcased at Tirupati on February 3, 2009. India's Human Resource Minister Arjun Singh will reportedly unveil the device.
The nano computer has been jointly developed by the IIT (Indian Institute of Technology), Chennai, and the IISc (Indian Institute of Science), Bangalore. The production of the device, however, has been handed over to private firms. It remains to be seen if this project manages to move past the "prototype" phase to actually end up in some assembly line.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
REPUBLIC DAY
A STAND ON HISTORY'S CORNER
I once was ruffling history of my land
now Independent,half century back a slave
I stand on history's corner on land ruled by whites
I face the green where freedom rings in silence to the ear
But the bell tolls daily in the minds of those who want to hear.
In the chambers of meeting place, fifty years ago
Words of strong debate from chambers overflowed
my land was divided and a portrait finely etched
And the face of freedom's guarantee on parchment had been sketched
I recalled the arguments, I heard the strong debate
I shed a tear of joy when they discussed the people's fate
They granted all a freedom that nobody could refute
finally our leaders gave,
The right to speak what they believed was granted absolute
It is a freedom that's denied to millions on this earth
Yet many here still don't appreciate its' golden worth
For every freedom guaranteed, there rests a certain trust
In the right of conscience, right of thought, to say the things we must
Every day the tourists come, to visit taj
To hear the words of great indian rulers on the echo off the walls
They glance out the beauty of the villages still green
Some understand the magnitude of all that they have seen
but, that beuty has degraded and that land abused,
From one without a conscience, where his freedom is misused
But yet between the lines of freedom, tolerance is clear
Sometimes we listen to the things we never want to hear
Then anger and mistrust arise within the murky mist
Of one who utters or displays what principles resist
but the rulers stil have conscience to which they attest
believing, just turn your back and silently protest
as silence speaks the loudest as it echoes what is real
There is another boundary that blows in freedom's air
That does not allow the right to speech that cause s one's despair
The law will call to justice, the one who oversteps
The line of freedom's limits with the weight of ignorance
For if we waqnt,we could retaliate
As ghosts of freedom argue in the favor of nations fate
my land hear his name be mentioned as deserving to developed
For "every individual" in this land equally held.
here every pen is free to write the thoughts within his soul
And every soul is free in seeking knowledge as his goal
I stand on history's corner, a building with a name
Where could galnce shattered window pane
And realize every eyes are gazing through the very glass
Of eyes that once looked out as well in shadows of the past
Come here to see where freedom's voice was duly given birth
Come here to understand the measure of your voice's worth
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KAASH ki hum SAMAJH paate
na wada toda hai..
tune jaane ko kaha,aur unhone paas bula liya..
is kashmakash mei..
hum yahan aa gaye..
par tumhe dekhne ka dil kar raha hai..
sath baith kar baatein karne ka mann kar raha hai..
par unko dekhne ko aankei taras rahi hai..
ye kaise rah hai...
jo hume..gumraah kar rahi hai...
kaash ki hum samajh paate..
KASH...!!!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
ajnabi raaston par badh chalo
badh chalo kuch na kaho.
apani apni tanhaaiyon mei,
khud ko khoj lo,
sawaalon ke dayare mei,
khud ki pehchaan dhundh lo,
riwaj ke daayron ko paar kar,
badh chalo, manzil ki or.
chalo dur tak,
kuch na kaho.
tum apni manzil , soch lo,
seekh lo ,un galtiyon se ,
bina dohraaye badh chalo,
manzil ki or.
lau ki tarah jal ke,
shama roshan kar, badh chalo.
mai aur tum , ki baaton ko chod
badh chalo...
jaana ho dur tak, agar
apni chahi manzil tak
toh
der na karo, badh chalo,
ajnabi raaston par badh chalo.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
see ....CANT U.........
Monday, January 12, 2009
drama that could not be!! :)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
3D Webcam - A World First!
3D Webcam, originally uploaded by LMD327 - ickle:MEDIA.
This 3D Minoru webcam (a world first) reminds of Johnny Five. It’s not cheap at £50 but it is easy to install and the quality of the 3D images is pretty good. It also records and broadcasts in 2D. I bought it to work via Skype and so far so good! I bought mine from firebox.com.
Microsoft Windows 7 will be available for download until January 24th
Though their initial underestimation of demand did smack of cluelessness, it’s nice to see Microsoft making amends for a rocky couple of days. As of now you can get the download and the free product key to unlock it by visiting the Windows 7 Beta site straight on (no secret direct download links required).
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Gaza war looks sets to go on
After two weeks of war both sides have reasons to believe they can fight on.
Israel has suffered relatively light casualties, a fraction of the dead and wounded of Gaza. Even though many reserve units have now been mobilised, which means a large number of husbands and fathers are in uniform and potentially in the line of fire, public support for the war is holding steady.
The government has managed the war of Israeli expectations far more effectively than it did in Lebanon in 2006. Victory has been defined in less sweeping terms, so that it will be harder for anyone to accuse the government of failure.Even so, it has set objectives that need to be met if Foreign Minister Tzipi Livni and Defence Minister Ehud Barak are going to have any kind of political career when this is over.Unlike Prime Minister Ehud Olmert, who is leaving office because of allegations of corruption, Mr Barak and Ms Livni face a general election on 10 February.
They have set two main objectives, neither of which has been achieved yet.
First, damage the Hamas military wing so badly that they will either be unable to launch rockets into Israel, or be so intimidated that they will not dare.
Israel’s second demand is that the border between Gaza and Egypt is controlled so that Hamas will not be able to bring in weapons and money through tunnels.
Source: By Jeremy Bowen BBC News
Windows 7: Download It if You Dare
http://arstechnica.com/journals/microsoft.ars/2009/01/09/windows-7-public-beta-is-available-now
As Steve Ballmer announced it would at his CES keynote on Wednesday, Microsoft has made a beta version of Windows 7 available for free download by anyone who wants it. Here it is. As Microsoft says, you shouldn’t install this on your primary PC, or at least not over your primary current Windows installation: For one thing, the beta will time out on August 1st, requiring you to reinstall a copy of Windows over it. But if you’ve got a spare PC or spare disk partition, there’s no better way to satisfy your curiosity about W7 than to start using it.
ye pal
ye intazaar suhana hai..
ye dhoop bhi chaao ka ehsas deti hai
in yaadon mei gunjata tera hi tarana hai..
ye pal nahi betate
ye intazaar suhana hai..
ye madham hawa jo aake chuu gayi
tera ehsas layi thi,
aankhein band hui to teri hi tasveer nazar aayi thi..
har pal mujhe teri yaad aayi thi..
ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..
tere aate hi wo pal aajayenge.
jinka intazaar tha..
kuch pal ke liye humari zindagi mei tu
hi sirf shumaar tha...
ye pal na betate..
ye intazaar suhana tha..
ye pal na betate..
ye pal suhana they..
Saturday, January 10, 2009
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cry of my heart
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there arn't the answers.
I'm afraid and much weak,
When I try to explain,
I wish I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel,
there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
but i fear to lose,as i cant flatter.
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
If i could know why I thought,
If i could know why I fought.
I need my thoughts to come to a still.
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!
Love,
Your Child
Friday, January 9, 2009
jeewan ek natya hai.....
ye jeewan ek natya hai,
aur mai iska patra,
mai khud ko khoj raha hun.
kabhi kabhi bhram hota hai,
kaha jaa raha huun,
jee bhi raha huun,
ya jeene ka abhinay karta jaa raha huun.
is natya ka aant nahi ,
is kirdar ka toh hai.
lagta hai,
chal bhi raha huun,
ya uska bhi abhinay kar raha huun,
samay ke sath kya,aage bhi badh raha hunn.
yeh kaisa patra hai, eska kya chritarth hai.
punchata hunn khud se,
apne hi aks se,
"kya ye mai hunn ya,'mai' ka patra kar raha hunn."
laghta hai
khush bhi huun ya uska bhi abhinaya kar raha huun.
lagta hai kabhi kabhi,
apni kalpana se natya mei srijanta laa paya to safal ho jaunga
varna ek gumnaam patra hi reh jaunga.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
End of LIFE
until my life was about to end.
i dint know who are my friends,
until a day i beged for single cent.
i dint know whom i love,
until a day they went to god above.
i dint know ,for me who cares
until a day ,i lost a hand in fair.
i dint know that god exists,
until i had holded a new born kid.
i didnt know that time never stays,
until the day my pet went away,
'last bye' to it,was something i miss even today.
i did noticed music of my life,
but then it stoped,
it was final day of my life.
until that day
i didnt noticed,
what i lost in the way.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
you come into my dreams
u touch my soul,
u give me meaning of smile,
and i get life for a while.
u touched me first time,
my laughter for u become prime.
u given me wings,i felt the sky,
but u were there nearby.
i searched for music,
found it in u,
i loved pearls,
got from ur eyes.
whenever i lost my path,
u controlled my wrath.
watever i desire,
had seen u perspire.
i look at u,
it seems mirage,
but i came close,
and felt beautiful wind blows..
u come into my dreams,
u touch my soul.