cry of my heart

The Cry Of my Hearts!

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.

I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there arn't the answers.
I'm afraid and much weak,
When I try to explain,
I wish I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel,
there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.

I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
but i fear to lose,as i cant flatter.
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,

If i could know why I thought,
If i could know why I fought.
I need my thoughts to come to a still.

Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!
Love,
Your Child