LONELY and in despair...

lonely it was when i first saw it,
on the middle of the road :in its despair
i doubt if anyone has ever looked at it
but there it laid in its despair

no one ever knew how lonely it was
no one ever understood the agony of its tears
people just stare at it and whisper a song;
the song of curse that made its echo everywhere

if i could find a way out for you,
i could have done it long before my dear
but i am also a scarlet letter like you
where no one likes to writes anything on.

the songs of loneliness is all that i can sing,
for its all what is striking the roof of my heart
the lonely soul which beats for nothing
and nothing can find its way to it

IT goes on!

That was the time, silence crawled in..

Darkness was prevailing all around....

Shivering toes creeping on the ground

looking for the eyes,that were lost....

Never to be found.....

A blank dream it was..and it went on..
She stumbled..but goes on..
To be lost in woods forever,
Never to be found.....

So soothing was her face..words like enchantments ..full of grace!
no veil to hide her..no fear could touch her...
She was pure as white..
redness splashed her forehead, bangles churrned!

silence was hurdled in the dreams..
cries resonated with the darkness..
And it goes on...

A smile was lost never to be found!
A blank dream..that was her fate forever..
Reason behind, locked in records..
A reason never to be found!

And it goes on...

Kabhi....

kabhi karwattein..badalte hain..
kabhi toh khat padhte hain...
guzar gaye jo lamhe...
unhe yaad karte hain..

kabhi aankhon mein akharte hain,,
kabhi hoton pe sajte hain..
behte hai fizzaaon mein..jo..
nagme teri chahat ke...

kabhi us mod chalte hain..
kabhi.. raahein hum takte hain..
manzil toh tum ho....toh
na jaane kyu bhatakte hain..

kabhi.. roshini..kabi andhere se darte hain..
mohaabat toh karte hain..
par..berukhi pe bilakhte hain..
kabhi unhe yaad karte hain..
kabhi yuun bhatakte hain..

Cold NiGHT

Lying on my lap,
For the First time you were so quiet!
I took your hands... And you didnt smiled...
baby ITs too numb,
I dont want you this way!

I Tried to touch your lips,
but my tears rolled down your cheeks so fast!
I could'nt move, baby i missed your spark!
See I dont want you this way


IT has been so beautiful, and its all i wanna say!
you lying on my lap, with smile on ur face!
I used to enjoy! ur curls..and
way they give me trouble..

BAby you know it all...
I loved the way to you,
my eyes used to say it all..

JUSt wish to say..baby
Its too numb!
i dont want you this way!

but i know you scared the cold,
So i never..loosen my hold..
I dont know where i went wrong!
Angel..came..and u were gone!
you got cold..and ur play stopped...
i touched you eyes!
bt u were gone!

baby i miss your play!
i wana be quiet,and listen to your talks,all day!
i wana fight with you..and make love to make it again!

all i have to say!
baby its too numb
I dont want you this way!

क्यूँ सोंचता कहीं हो ना जाये सांझ

सोंच रहा था गंगा तट पर बैठे,
सूर्यास्त है निश्चित ,सूर्युदय के बाद
पर डर जाता हूँ सोंच , अगर शीघ्र आ गयी वोह सांझ
देख गंगा को मैंने सोंचा ,क्या जीवन है केवल एक नाट्य
मन विच्लिय्त है क्यूँ इसके अंत को लेकर
क्यूँ सोंचता कहीं हो ना जाये सांझ

सोंच रहा था गंगा तट पर बैठे ,
नाट्य ही है क्या मेरा रुदन, और मृगजल मेरी मुसकान
चित्त जिहर रहा था तभी सुना मैंने ,
सन्नाटे को चीरता एक विलाप,
दिखी दूर एक नवयौवना ,श्वेत चादर लपेटे
मन विचलित है क्यूँ इसके रुदन को लेकर
क्यूँ आतंकित हूँ साँझ को लेकर आज

देखा मैंने गंगा तट पर बैठे
ममता की लहर, और सिंदूर का विलाप
अंत था यह ,उस फौजी के पात्र का आज
मन गर्वित हुआ उस पात्र के अभिनय पर
तिरंगे की शान पे हो गयी जिसकी तरुणावस्था कुर्बान

देखा मैंने गंगा तट पर बैठे
फिर हो गयी सांझ

मैं देखता हूँ

श्यामल चादर , और उसपे ये चांदनी की नक्काशी .
मद्धम सी हवा , बावरा भवरा .
इतराता बादल चाँद को ओड़नी उढाता हुआ.
ऐसा समा देख किसे ना इश्क हो जाएगा .
व्याकुल मन और गंगा का तट ,
मद्धम स्वर , दूर पायल की छन छन.
कौन तेरा कान्हा न बनना चाहेगा.
पर इस सन्नाटे को चीरता , एक बावाली का विलाप.
तन धूमिल और मनन विचलित,
उसपर श्यामल चादर के केवल ढाक.
कौन सा कान्हा अब इस को अपनाएगा.
फिर सुनता हूँ मैं एक घनघोर नाद.
गंगा में तरंगें उठती हुई,पल भर में फिर था
गंगा का मद्धम स्वर हवा में व्याप्त
और सुबह की पहली किरण पड़ते ही मैंने देखा
संतुष्ट चील का झुण्ड गंगा तट पर कर रहा था वाद विवाद!

......

As its getting cold!
days need light, night misses stars,
i wanna touch u maah boy, get the warmth,
as its gettin cold!
i am feeling all alone

As its getting cold!
I feel lik cuddling u maah boy for long
holding hands, taking walks, sharing talks..
all alone in nearby woods
I walk along, dreamin for long..
as its gettin cold
i am feelin all alone.

I feel cold,
season without charm, barren roads.
all sullen, only dreams along.
yellow fields seem so dull,
seeing a rose , felt your smell.
Oh maah boy! come along
I am feeling all alone.
as its getting cold!
baby its getting cold!

की तेरे अश्को की कहानी है,

की तेरे अश्को की कहानी है,
अरमानो की कुर्बानी , सुनाता खारा पानी है.

मोतीयों सा सुनेहरा तेरा अक्स,
और कीमत लगती यह दुनिया सारी है.

मिला तुझे जो वो नसीब तेरा,
और वो तेरे लकीरों की कारिस्तानी है.

यह तेरा जीवन ही कुर्बानियों की कहानी है.

खारे पानी सा भीगा दामन और ,
चूल्‍हे के धुएँ से डरबरती आँख
कप्कपाते हांत सेक्ते रोटियाँ .
फिर भी नसीब में केवल पानी है.

सिंदूर का रंग तन पे उतरता हुआ.
फिर भी तू सिरहाने बैठ ,अपनी लकीरों को देख
सोनचती , की तेरा जीवन क्या कुर्बानियों की कहानी है.

कोख अपनी , तुझको ाश्क़ दिलाती हुई,
खारे पानी में भी तू ममता लुटाती हुई.
हलवाई का चूल्हा लीप उसका पेट पालती हुई
और अपने नसीब का पानी जुटाती हुई
खारे पानी में मोती की तरह उभरती हुई ,
की तेरी ज़िंदगी, अरमानो की कहानी सुनाती हुई.

..bhul jaate ho

Andheri raat mein shama jalana bhool jatey ho....
Hamari yaad aati hai bulana bhool jate ho....

Tumhari ek yehi aadat pareshan hum ko rakhti hai....
Nazar mein aa tou jatey ho samana bhool jatey ho....

Tumhare hath mein aksar gulabi phool dekhy hain....
HamAri rah mein aksar bichana bhool jatey ho....

Tumhe tou loat janey ki aksar fiker rahti hai....
Mager jab loat jatey ho tou aana bhool jatey ho....

Suna hai tum hatheli per hamara naam likhte ho....
Mager jab hum se milty ho dikhana bhool jatey ho....

Key to my heart

Key to my heart


Feeling so lost
With an empty heart
And nobody can tell me
How to be found


Wandering so lonely
Along a forgotten path
And even I don't know
Where it will take me


Losing my mind
as it drifts away
led by the wind
where only memories can go


Touching the light
as it brings a new day
and finally I find
the key to my heart


And when it opens
I'll be filled with love
Memories will return and bring me
To the place I call my angel's home

Independent India (poem)

I once was ruffling history of my land
now Independent,half century back a slave
I stand on history's corner on land ruled by whites
I face the green where freedom rings in silence to the ear
But the bell tolls daily in the minds of those who want to hear.

In the chambers of meeting place, fifty years ago
Words of strong debate from chambers overflowed
my land was divided and a portrait finely etched
And the face of freedom's guarantee on parchment had been sketched

I recalled the arguments, I heard the strong debate
I shed a tear of joy when they discussed the people's fate
They granted all a freedom that nobody could refute
finally our leaders gave,
The right to speak what they believed was granted absolute

It is a freedom that's denied to millions on this earth
Yet many here still don't appreciate its' golden worth
For every freedom guaranteed, there rests a certain trust
In the right of conscience, right of thought, to say the things we must

Every day the tourists come, to visit taj
To hear the words of great indian rulers on the echo off the walls
They glance out the beauty of the villages still green
Some understand the magnitude of all that they have seen

but, that beuty has degraded and that land abused,
From one without a conscience, where his freedom is misused

But yet between the lines of freedom, tolerance is clear
Sometimes we listen to the things we never want to hear
Then anger and mistrust arise within the murky mist
Of one who utters or displays what principles resist

but the rulers stil have conscience to which they attest
believing, just turn your back and silently protest

as silence speaks the loudest as it echoes what is real

There is another boundary that blows in freedom's air
That does not allow the right to speech that cause s one's despair
The law will call to justice, the one who oversteps
The line of freedom's limits with the weight of ignorance


For if we waqnt,we could retaliate
As ghosts of freedom argue in the favor of nations fate
my land hear his name be mentioned as deserving to developed
For "every individual" in this land equally held.


here every pen is free to write the thoughts within his soul
And every soul is free in seeking knowledge as his goal

I stand on history's corner, a building with a name
Where could galnce shattered window pane
And realize every eyes are gazing through the very glass
Of eyes that once looked out as well in shadows of the past

Come here to see where freedom's voice was duly given birth
Come here to understand the measure of your voice's worth

YE DAASTAAN HAI, AUR KUCH BHI NAHI

Socha nahi acha Bura, Dekha Suna kuch b nahi

Manga Khuda se raat-din, Tere siwa Kuch b nahi


**********


Dekha Tujhe Chaha tujhe, Socha Tujhe Pooja Tujhe

Meri Wafa Meri Khata, Teri Khata kuch b nahi


**********





Jis per Hamari Aankh ne, Moti bichaye Raat bhar

Bheja wohi Kagaz usey, Hum ne likha Kuch b nahi


**********


Aur Ek Shaam ki Dehleez per, Bethey rahe wo Dair tak

Aankhon se ki Batain boht, Munh se kaha kuch b nahi


**********


Do-Chaar din ki Baat hai, Dil Khaak mai mil jaye ga

Aag per jab Kagaz rakha, Baqi bacha Kuch b nahi

RAAT SUNTI RAHI......

Raat sunti rahi mein sunata raha,
Dard ki daastaan mein batata raha,


Log logoon se chahat nibhatay rahay,
Ik wo tha mera dil jalata raha,


Dhoop chaoon si uski tabiyat rahi,
Wo nigahein milata raha churata raha,


Ik mein hi piyasa raha dosto,
Log peetay rahay mein pilata raha,


Dil k mehman khanay mein ronaq rahi,
Koi aata raha koi jata raha,


Hum-maktab ne sara sabak parh lia,
Mein tera naam likhta raha mitata raha.

__________________

(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*`

CHUBHAN

Aankh namm hai...
Lab sehme...
Gaal gulabi..
Saanse madham..
Shaam seher hai..ya
Tufaan ka darr hai..
Mann banjar..
khud ki na khabar hai..

Kuch kho gaya hai..
Lagta hai,
Jag veeraan ho gaya hai..
Sath chuta.. ya wo ruth gaya hai..
Aks dekhte they jisme,
Wo tut ke bikhar sa gaya hai..
kuch kho gaya hai..

CHUBHAN hai kaanch ki,
Lahu paani ki tarah beh raha hai..
Jewaan hai neeras , phir bhi
Waqt kyu tham nahi raha hai..
CHUBHAN hai kiski..ki asar saaf dikh raha hai...

Aankhein namm hain..
lab sehme..
Tufaan ka darr hai..
uspe,khud ki na khabar hai..

Kaanton ki CHUBHAN hai..
YA rishton ka dard hai..
na jaane kaise badhti ye
CHUBHAN hai..

ye jo zindagi ki kitaab hai

jo zindagi ki kitab hai,
ye kahin ek haseen khyaab hai,
to kahi jaan leva azab hai,
kai chehre isme chupe hue,
dhaka ajeeb sa nakab hai,
kahin kho dia
kahi paa lia..
kahi ro dia ,
kahin ga liya
kahin aansun ki daastaan hai,
kahin musakrahatein kadardaan hain..
kahi tishnagi bemisaal hai..
kahin sawan ki bahahr hai

ye zindagi ki kitaab hai!!
ye ek haseen khwab hai.!!

I'm the best thing that happened in ur life [POEM]

i saw a fuzzy dream

You looked right through me,

you were miles away

far away ,far away.

When no one is around then I have you here

all others So far away, so far away,

i guess we're at our best, miles away

When I'm gone, you realize

That I'm the best thing that happened in ur life

You always love me more,

miles away I hear it in your voice,

miles away

So far away, so far away"

REPUBLIC DAY

A STAND ON HISTORY'S CORNER
A STAND ON HISTORY'S CORNER


I once was ruffling history of my land
now Independent,half century back a slave
I stand on history's corner on land ruled by whites
I face the green where freedom rings in silence to the ear
But the bell tolls daily in the minds of those who want to hear.

In the chambers of meeting place, fifty years ago
Words of strong debate from chambers overflowed
my land was divided and a portrait finely etched
And the face of freedom's guarantee on parchment had been sketched

I recalled the arguments, I heard the strong debate
I shed a tear of joy when they discussed the people's fate
They granted all a freedom that nobody could refute
finally our leaders gave,
The right to speak what they believed was granted absolute

It is a freedom that's denied to millions on this earth
Yet many here still don't appreciate its' golden worth
For every freedom guaranteed, there rests a certain trust
In the right of conscience, right of thought, to say the things we must

Every day the tourists come, to visit taj
To hear the words of great indian rulers on the echo off the walls
They glance out the beauty of the villages still green
Some understand the magnitude of all that they have seen

but, that beuty has degraded and that land abused,
From one without a conscience, where his freedom is misused

But yet between the lines of freedom, tolerance is clear
Sometimes we listen to the things we never want to hear
Then anger and mistrust arise within the murky mist
Of one who utters or displays what principles resist

but the rulers stil have conscience to which they attest
believing, just turn your back and silently protest

as silence speaks the loudest as it echoes what is real

There is another boundary that blows in freedom's air
That does not allow the right to speech that cause s one's despair
The law will call to justice, the one who oversteps
The line of freedom's limits with the weight of ignorance


For if we waqnt,we could retaliate
As ghosts of freedom argue in the favor of nations fate
my land hear his name be mentioned as deserving to developed
For "every individual" in this land equally held.


here every pen is free to write the thoughts within his soul
And every soul is free in seeking knowledge as his goal

I stand on history's corner, a building with a name
Where could galnce shattered window pane
And realize every eyes are gazing through the very glass
Of eyes that once looked out as well in shadows of the past

Come here to see where freedom's voice was duly given birth
Come here to understand the measure of your voice's worth

ajnabi raaston par badh chalo

Ajnabi raaston par,
badh chalo kuch na kaho.
apani apni tanhaaiyon mei,
khud ko khoj lo,
sawaalon ke dayare mei,
khud ki pehchaan dhundh lo,
riwaj ke daayron ko paar kar,
badh chalo, manzil ki or.
chalo dur tak,
kuch na kaho.

tum apni manzil , soch lo,
seekh lo ,un galtiyon se ,
bina dohraaye badh chalo,
manzil ki or.
lau ki tarah jal ke,
shama roshan kar, badh chalo.
mai aur tum , ki baaton ko chod
badh chalo...
jaana ho dur tak, agar
apni chahi manzil tak
toh
der na karo, badh chalo,
ajnabi raaston par badh chalo.

see ....CANT U.........

I am dying,

lost and remembering,

the way we laughed,

Pearls in my eyes,are even lost.

You know ,i am trying ,

to get over.

But can't stop crying.

i had only few,

& lost two.

How to get back,

I know its hurting,

The way I had been mistreating..

wanna live all alone.

cry for what i had done.

You know am dying.

can't stop crying....

You know i am searching,

i am searching.

in my treasure,

two lost gems...

whom I supposed,

were mine forever..

But I lost,

Am missing it all,

You know am dying...

need a chat,

even though small,

I need you afterall,

look at me,

Am dying

for u both,am crying.

ye pal

ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..
ye dhoop bhi chaao ka ehsas deti hai
in yaadon mei gunjata tera hi tarana hai..
ye pal nahi betate
ye intazaar suhana hai..

ye madham hawa jo aake chuu gayi
tera ehsas layi thi,
aankhein band hui to teri hi tasveer nazar aayi thi..
har pal mujhe teri yaad aayi thi..
ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..

tere aate hi wo pal aajayenge.
jinka intazaar tha..
kuch pal ke liye humari zindagi mei tu
hi sirf shumaar tha...
ye pal na betate..
ye intazaar suhana tha..
ye pal na betate..
ye pal suhana they..