Cold NiGHT

Lying on my lap,
For the First time you were so quiet!
I took your hands... And you didnt smiled...
baby ITs too numb,
I dont want you this way!

I Tried to touch your lips,
but my tears rolled down your cheeks so fast!
I could'nt move, baby i missed your spark!
See I dont want you this way


IT has been so beautiful, and its all i wanna say!
you lying on my lap, with smile on ur face!
I used to enjoy! ur curls..and
way they give me trouble..

BAby you know it all...
I loved the way to you,
my eyes used to say it all..

JUSt wish to say..baby
Its too numb!
i dont want you this way!

but i know you scared the cold,
So i never..loosen my hold..
I dont know where i went wrong!
Angel..came..and u were gone!
you got cold..and ur play stopped...
i touched you eyes!
bt u were gone!

baby i miss your play!
i wana be quiet,and listen to your talks,all day!
i wana fight with you..and make love to make it again!

all i have to say!
baby its too numb
I dont want you this way!

If i knew it would be last time.....

Dear daadu!
If i knew it would be last time
that i would see u fall asleep,
i would have watched u whole night,
and prayed the lord, your soul to keep

If i knew it would be last time
i see u walk into my rrrom,
i would have huged u,
and call u back for one more,

If i knew it would be last time
i heard ur voice lifted up in praise
i would have recorded each section
and play them back every day.

If i knew it would be last time
i could spare an extra minute with u
i would have said,
"wat i m! its just bcoz of u
i love u".

for surely there is always a tomorrow,
to make up ,what yesterday had done

but i wish for another chance
to say u "is there anything i can do"?
but in this case i know i am wrong.
i wish u live well
where evr u hav gone!


we will miss u
and cherish ur memories lifelong!

If i knew it would be last time.....

Dear daadu!
If i knew it would be last time
that i would see u fall asleep,
i would have watched u whole night,
and prayed the lord, your soul to keep

If i knew it would be last time
i see u walk into my rrrom,
i would have huged u,
and call u back for one more,

If i knew it would be last time
i heard ur voice lifted up in praise
i would have recorded each section
and play them back every day.

If i knew it would be last time
i could spare an extra minute with u
i would have said,
"wat i m! its just bcoz of u
i love u".

for surely there is always a tomorrow,
to make up ,what yesterday had done

but i wish for another chance
to say u "is there anything i can do"?
but in this case i know i am wrong.
i wish u live well
where evr u hav gone!


we will miss u
and cherish ur memories lifelong!

I'm the best thing that happened in ur life [POEM]

i saw a fuzzy dream

You looked right through me,

you were miles away

far away ,far away.

When no one is around then I have you here

all others So far away, so far away,

i guess we're at our best, miles away

When I'm gone, you realize

That I'm the best thing that happened in ur life

You always love me more,

miles away I hear it in your voice,

miles away

So far away, so far away"

KAASH ki hum SAMAJH paate

na tujhko choda hai,
na wada toda hai..
tune jaane ko kaha,aur unhone paas bula liya..
is kashmakash mei..
hum yahan aa gaye..
par tumhe dekhne ka dil kar raha hai..
sath baith kar baatein karne ka mann kar raha hai..
par unko dekhne ko aankei taras rahi hai..
ye kaise rah hai...
jo hume..gumraah kar rahi hai...
kaash ki hum samajh paate..
KASH...!!!

ye pal

ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..
ye dhoop bhi chaao ka ehsas deti hai
in yaadon mei gunjata tera hi tarana hai..
ye pal nahi betate
ye intazaar suhana hai..

ye madham hawa jo aake chuu gayi
tera ehsas layi thi,
aankhein band hui to teri hi tasveer nazar aayi thi..
har pal mujhe teri yaad aayi thi..
ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..

tere aate hi wo pal aajayenge.
jinka intazaar tha..
kuch pal ke liye humari zindagi mei tu
hi sirf shumaar tha...
ye pal na betate..
ye intazaar suhana tha..
ye pal na betate..
ye pal suhana they..

cry of my heart

The Cry Of my Hearts!

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.

I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there arn't the answers.
I'm afraid and much weak,
When I try to explain,
I wish I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel,
there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.

I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
but i fear to lose,as i cant flatter.
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,

If i could know why I thought,
If i could know why I fought.
I need my thoughts to come to a still.

Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!
Love,
Your Child

you come into my dreams

u come into my dreams,
u touch my soul,
u give me meaning of smile,
and i get life for a while.

u touched me first time,
my laughter for u become prime.
u given me wings,i felt the sky,
but u were there nearby.

i searched for music,
found it in u,
i loved pearls,
got from ur eyes.

whenever i lost my path,
u controlled my wrath.
watever i desire,
had seen u perspire.

i look at u,
it seems mirage,
but i came close,
and felt beautiful wind blows..

u come into my dreams,
u touch my soul.

welcome 2k9....but wats difrnt than 2008

as the day ends,
new year comes with ,its full charm
but today think upon
how much u hav gaind,how much spend
in the year which gonna end!

how much resolutins did u break,
and in wat u get a ravishing break,
how many hands cam fr ur sprt,
how many hav u to hold,

not to b a pessimist
stil wana remind
sun wil rise in its fix time
24 hrs wont xceed
and how cd u say ,this year u gona succeed

change urself ..as the time pass
coz this year is also gona pass

wish othrs a merry day
bt stop wishing tat u 39+ so gna marry tday
coz yers chngin..bringing luky chram

wanna remind
years passing teling!!
othr too also nt gna last long
so plan up
as long as u live


some mit hav last year of life
and some gna get new life!
but finally
chnge ur calendar
welcome 2009

Its aLl DONE

I was pasing by streets,
just heard very famliar beats,
A familiar smel came wth breeze,
All this made me glue,
coz it reminded me about
wat i did to u..........
though i hate u........
i wont come back!
i have my live
i lov tat...
stil i hav some dues...
i closed my eyes..and angel,came in my mind..........
i got imdicatin of my god ,
m happy wth my golden pot..
i m happy wth my life.......

while, crosing those streets..
i felt music behind.........
now lov was in air
and i wish to be just blind.......

m ur child.. and ur dear one..
i wont scream at u god..for all unluck u have given
i have my angel,coz m ur dear one

so when i wil pass by those streets ,
i wont b sad..
its all done
u send me angel.....
to gmme strngth,to walk on those street
i wont b sad
its all done..
no regrt ,coz i have ur son!!!

pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab ......

"pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab
kissi kone mei..jaake tadapta hai wo..
siskta hai wo..
par pyar hota hai tab

haanthon mei hota hai...yaar ka hanth jab
aansu tab bhi jhalak jaate hain..
wo anko ke sahare dil ka haal suna jaate hain..

pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab

kai ehsas hote hain tab pyar hota hai jab..
pyar ke lamhon ko yaad karkr..wo rota bhi hai..
karwate baldal badl kar siskta bhi hai..
tab ata hai yaar
apne kaaande ke sahare rulata hai yaar
pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab
pyaar mei rota hai yaar

par aise badta hai pyaar...
yehi hota ahi pyaar..."