Imagination

A Chapter :If you think you are in it, drop her a mail

2011-12-22T05:28:00.001-08:00

It has been almost a decade, I have not heard from her. The profiles at social networks were replaced with a notification that user no longer exists; the mail account was terminated, on the Christmas a decade back. The reds were replaced with black in her life and dreams were avoided by sleeping pills. This is all I know about her, as I imagined from her last letter to me saying “Chapter of my life, my city of love: Over.” I knew she will never be coming back to this part of world. I am writing this mail to you all, with hope that someday you all will see it. I am Zaania, The doctor and the psychiatrist of our Tiya.
That night, of January when I had seen her for first time she was all quiet, in her eyes there was not something I would say a bride’s fear. It was a fear of losing and that fear made her speak in front of that old man. She could not take vows, rather collapsed. She was brought to that city hospital, neither self-poisoned, nor heart attack but , She was in comatic state. I was asked to measure her blood pressure, monitor her cardiac pulses and do regular check ups. She stayed same, until somebody came to see her. He came an year later, he was trying to show her something, he kept on saying his story, telling her, shown her some pictures. I was not allowed to see that. He got just one rose for her, and a thank you card. I had seen tears in the eyes of my patient; It rolled down and died on her cheeks. Her lips showed movements as if they expected something, or just wish to say ….. ( I can not read her).
She continued to be same, Until It was Christmas, and my daughter jolly wished to be santa claus, So I took her all dressed to see my patients, We had plans after that. She got gifts for everyone, and Tiya got a nescafe with a dairy milk. She forced her to eat and I monitored tiya’s heart beats. I never used to believe in miracle therapy for my patients, but she was a different case, I started getting coffee for her every morning, and one fine morning she sipped it; she started to recover, and her I became her close friend. I had once operated her mail account and unread mails from you all forced me to note down your contacts. She never spoke about anyone, she behaved as if she did not remember, I knew the truth.
A very fine day she demanded a cellphone and called few people, she did not spoke just listened, and then she was all ready to leave in a jetplane. I know she called you all, and she called him also, He came to see her off, and I had seen him into tears of a reason: reason of not being recognized. Her flite was indirect; the destination was not something everybody assumed it to be. She left us forever and all I had a letter “Chapter of my life, my city of love: Over.” It had two stories: story about a city, drives, pranks, friends and HIM and a story about a cup of coffee, a gift of chocolate and a palace of love.
Now I had seen her almost after a decade, and I know the game is over. She could not recall anything; she is just awake for a dream of YASHODHARA: a project about first women. She has created work for all, educations to girls and jobs for wives. Tomorrow she is handing it over to somebody else and this marks her end. I am just doing what I could; I am informing all the characters of her story as even I am not sure about the protagonist’s choice. If I will hear a reply from you I will tell where Our Tiya is, ? ? Drop me a mail if you think you are somewhere in her chapter of life.

WHY???????/

2011-05-03T13:23:00.001-07:00

Why is and why not it let it be the question now
Not any direction is safe, lets tie no expectations,
Rejoice moments are tinged with sadness, emotions Camouflaged
its neither elixir nor holy water, its venom let it flow
Why is and why not it let it be the question now
How those hands soaked in the blood, could decide fate
how they could confuse paranoid of future generations
they trying to stage a farce, so i say do not listen it
Why is and why not it let it be the question now
Each desire of theres' has given a flame to many homes,
neither they Compassionate the awakened soul, nor pleased the mind.
they themselves have sown seeds,AND graced these treacherous wounds
try not to highlight them ever, these scars are mine itself,
Just let me bear them...
Why is and why not it let it be the question now

THE RING....and i could never reach the beginning or end

2011-01-13T03:06:00.000-08:00

sitting below the lamp post, zaania was struck amid the thoughts in her mind... her mind speaks!
".......................................................................................
the ring leaves an impact on my mind, the geometric figure used for innumerable derivations , a object used by gymnasts to amaze the crowd. to a girl its a dream , a trust ,and an object enough to produce a gamut of imaginations, she prefers to keep the ring as memento on her finger to flaunt ofcourse.

why m i thinking about ring, when its all absolute zero,even temperature around tending towards it. among all zeros there is large probability of me to starve , this very thought drifted me to a class full of future budding engineers and me too part of crowd physically! . i was thinking about all delicacies which i could get if i allow myself to loosen my wallet a bit, but i decided to back to mess and swallow whatever possible.then get back to cozy castle made up of blankets and let sleep dominate me. the songs might work as a lullaby to me, or few emails could motivate me to stop moving with flow and ...........

The imagination in mind started with just a ring and it seems never ending now, as if its radius in approaching infinity and i will never be able to catch beginning or end point again.
i still feel like looking up and imagine instead of ceiling the bright blue sky and the winds drifting me on my choice as if somebody has given me wings unable to carry me in his arms. there was all silence around, and whatever i was speaking was echoing with absolute probability and no dissipation. i feel like plucking few starts and wearing them as pendant or just put a Saturn ring around my fingers... the whole scenario was appearing so much fictional but very true...

i feel like painting on the canvas of sky picking colors from rainbow pallets or just pen down my heart for the angel as if its last time i could .......

Suddenly it seemed to me as if i had reached the other end of the ring , and i could hear echoing cries , shrill voices full of pain. lamp post was thrashed to the ground, undelivered mails were scattered around the remains of post box.
i was not able to touch it... my eyes passed by a baby lying very near my arms , looking towards me with weary eyes, unable to cry even..
the colours around me were now black Grey...and red splashed all over. i tried to touch the baby , but it didn't worked i was gone... along with hundreds of them i too lost the battle of life..or i was just kicked out of the ring without any reason.hell or heaven? whats next!
it was easy for almighty to decide this for me,but how will he be deciding this for the baby ,who could just speak a word "mumma".
was it all destined for us, the we will never reach the beginning or end this way!
why few people took liberty of taking our green and blue from us....
:(
why!!!

CASTLE WITHOUT OWNER

2010-11-21T01:19:00.000-08:00

There is a lake behind the castle...
A tree beside,with ripe coconuts and
The love bird's twitter...
A loud chat or sometimes quiet murmur...
its all on moon's mood..,
to make the water wander...
Sometimes its flow of love,
Sometimes...
castle windows cry and shiver...

The broken leaves, flowing with quiet water..
Seems like boats to heaven, waiting for their rower..
The golden tinge on the blue..or
silver sparkle over the black..
seems like..complete bridal dress...
waiting for their lover...

The spider webs round the window pane ,
over the years have faded the view...
The door now faces the giant towers miles away.....
Moon lost its praise,sun seems there in anger
The castle still lies in midway, waiting for the owner...

LONELY and in despair...

2010-09-29T01:19:00.000-07:00

lonely it was when i first saw it,
on the middle of the road :in its despair
i doubt if anyone has ever looked at it
but there it laid in its despair

no one ever knew how lonely it was
no one ever understood the agony of its tears
people just stare at it and whisper a song;
the song of curse that made its echo everywhere

if i could find a way out for you,
i could have done it long before my dear
but i am also a scarlet letter like you
where no one likes to writes anything on.

the songs of loneliness is all that i can sing,
for its all what is striking the roof of my heart
the lonely soul which beats for nothing
and nothing can find its way to it

IT goes on!

2010-08-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

That was the time, silence crawled in..

Darkness was prevailing all around....

Shivering toes creeping on the ground

looking for the eyes,that were lost....

Never to be found.....

A blank dream it was..and it went on..
She stumbled..but goes on..
To be lost in woods forever,
Never to be found.....

So soothing was her face..words like enchantments ..full of grace!
no veil to hide her..no fear could touch her...
She was pure as white..
redness splashed her forehead, bangles churrned!

silence was hurdled in the dreams..
cries resonated with the darkness..
And it goes on...

A smile was lost never to be found!
A blank dream..that was her fate forever..
Reason behind, locked in records..
A reason never to be found!

And it goes on...

Kabhi....

2010-08-02T12:08:00.001-07:00

kabhi karwattein..badalte hain..
kabhi toh khat padhte hain...
guzar gaye jo lamhe...
unhe yaad karte hain..

kabhi aankhon mein akharte hain,,
kabhi hoton pe sajte hain..
behte hai fizzaaon mein..jo..
nagme teri chahat ke...

kabhi us mod chalte hain..
kabhi.. raahein hum takte hain..
manzil toh tum ho....toh
na jaane kyu bhatakte hain..

kabhi.. roshini..kabi andhere se darte hain..
mohaabat toh karte hain..
par..berukhi pe bilakhte hain..
kabhi unhe yaad karte hain..
kabhi yuun bhatakte hain..

Cold NiGHT

2010-06-25T03:28:00.001-07:00

Lying on my lap,
For the First time you were so quiet!
I took your hands... And you didnt smiled...
baby ITs too numb,
I dont want you this way!

I Tried to touch your lips,
but my tears rolled down your cheeks so fast!
I could'nt move, baby i missed your spark!
See I dont want you this way

IT has been so beautiful, and its all i wanna say!
you lying on my lap, with smile on ur face!
I used to enjoy! ur curls..and
way they give me trouble..

BAby you know it all...
I loved the way to you,
my eyes used to say it all..

JUSt wish to say..baby
Its too numb!
i dont want you this way!

but i know you scared the cold,
So i never..loosen my hold..
I dont know where i went wrong!
Angel..came..and u were gone!
you got cold..and ur play stopped...
i touched you eyes!
bt u were gone!

baby i miss your play!
i wana be quiet,and listen to your talks,all day!
i wana fight with you..and make love to make it again!

all i have to say!
baby its too numb
I dont want you this way!

क्यूँ सोंचता कहीं हो ना जाये सांझ

2010-03-17T11:52:00.000-07:00

सोंच रहा था गंगा तट पर बैठे,
सूर्यास्त है निश्चित ,सूर्युदय के बाद
पर डर जाता हूँ सोंच , अगर शीघ्र आ गयी वोह सांझ
देख गंगा को मैंने सोंचा ,क्या जीवन है केवल एक नाट्य
मन विच्लिय्त है क्यूँ इसके अंत को लेकर
क्यूँ सोंचता कहीं हो ना जाये सांझ

सोंच रहा था गंगा तट पर बैठे ,
नाट्य ही है क्या मेरा रुदन, और मृगजल मेरी मुसकान
चित्त जिहर रहा था तभी सुना मैंने ,
सन्नाटे को चीरता एक विलाप,
दिखी दूर एक नवयौवना ,श्वेत चादर लपेटे
मन विचलित है क्यूँ इसके रुदन को लेकर
क्यूँ आतंकित हूँ साँझ को लेकर आज

देखा मैंने गंगा तट पर बैठे
ममता की लहर, और सिंदूर का विलाप
अंत था यह ,उस फौजी के पात्र का आज
मन गर्वित हुआ उस पात्र के अभिनय पर
तिरंगे की शान पे हो गयी जिसकी तरुणावस्था कुर्बान

देखा मैंने गंगा तट पर बैठे
फिर हो गयी सांझ

नारी

2010-03-05T23:02:00.001-08:00

नारी
मानव तथा मनुषी , विद्वान एवं विदुषी तोह कई कहे जाते हैं!
पर यह जब एक होते हैं, तोह एक नया जीव जग में लाते हैं!
उसके बारे में कई सपने सजाते हैं,पर
उसके आने के समय विह्वल हो जाते हैं!
जो आ रहा है वोह चंदा है यह चांदनी सोंचने लग जाते हैं
चंदा का जीवन अहिं, हम आज चांदनी की कहानी सुनाते है!

खबर मिली है , चांदनी आई है, दिखाते हैं बहोत खुशियाँ लाई है
के अभी पहला अहि, अगली बार चंदा आयेगा, कहकर
लोग उनका दिल बहलाते हैं
यहाँ से शुरू होती है नारी की गाथा -
नारी , औरात , भार्या ..कई नामों से हम उसे बुलाते हैं
हम में से कई उसे विद्या तक न दिलाते हैं
कई बल विवाह कर उसका ही शोषद कर आते हैं
कन्या दान , माहादन किया है यह सोंचकर
पाप करने वालों में सर्वोच हो जाते हैं !

खुद के घर की लक्ष्मी हम उसे मानते नहीं,
दुसरे की लक्ष्मी बना कर दे आते हैं
एक अनजान के हाथों में अपना अंश दे आते हैं
और, वहां भी उसे जनात न मिल पाती,
वोह बेचारी रिश्तों के बोझ तले दब जाती है
वोह बेसहरी अपनी पहचान गवां आती है

ससुराल भी उसको लक्ष्मी, एक नारी जो धन लाती है
मानकर सताता है, कई तोह उसे
इश्वर के द्वार ही पहुंचा आता है!

घर के मंदिर में सब लक्ष्मी को पूजते हैं,
पर लक्ष्मी जब कई रूप में हमारे घर आती है, तोह
हम उसे यहाँ वहां फिराते हैं
यह कौन सा इन्साफ है, क्या हम औरत को एक ही रूप में चाहते हैं,
क्या हम सिफ\रफ उसे वैश्या ही बनाना चाहते हैं
एक की या कई के..काम उस से वही करवाते हैं

क्यूँ हम हर बुराई, हर बीमारी का दोषी औरत को ठहराते हैं!
ताली एक हाँथ से नहीं बजती, औरत खुद के ली यह काम न करती,
क्यूँ हम राधा मीरा के आगे सर झुकाते हैं,और
औरत को पहचान दिलाने को एक कदम न बढ़ाते हैं

शक्ति तोह देवता की भी नारी थी,
चलो वोह कुछ गलती कर गए, हमारे वेद ही नारी को, मनुष्य की कार का कारण कह गए
पर वोह वेदों के रचयिता भी, नारी का अंश थे, किसी नारी का ही वंश थे

वोह गलती कर गए, तुम सुधारों
खुद से नारी का आदर करना जानो
वोह तो बेटी, बहु, दादी नानी बन कर मर जाटी है
और हम कहते हैं, नारी कुछ न कर पाती है
अरे उसे जगह तोह दो, समाज में चलने की
इजात तोह दो, और हौंसला भी
देखो नारी मर्दों को पीछे कर जाएगी
जोह एक महँ पुरुष को पैदा करती है
वोह खुद महँ बन, दुनिया में जगमगाएगी..

यह विनती है हमारी,
नारी की लाज रखो!माँ बेहें , बेटी इन शब्दों का मान रह्को
मान के चलो, लड़की लक्ष्मी नहीं, सरस्वती का रूप है,
शक्ति का स्वरुप है
वोह अगर क्रोधित हो जाएगी, तो धरती विनष्ट हो जाएगी
नर नारी कोस अथ ही चलना है, आज के
वेदों का येही कहना है
अगर नारी मिट जाएगी, तोह नर की पहचान भी हट जाएगी

उम्मीद है इस लेखनी की, की
आज की नारी अपनी अलग पहचान बनेगी!

ayu 's version of meera bai ke dohe!

2010-03-05T22:13:00.000-08:00

written in class 8

१ कोई कह तो दे, जो हम न कह सके
वोह सुन तो लें, हम ही दीवाने हैं क्या
परवाने वोह नहीं!
२ दीवानगी न जानी, परवानगी न जानी,
यह जो भी है, बस है ज़िन्दगी हमारी!

३ तुम परदेसी बन के चले जाओगे ,
किसी और के हो जाओगे!
फिर क्या हमे याद फर्माओगे!
हमे तो लगता है , अपने रंग में रंग जाओगे!
हमे भूल जाओगे, हमे भूल जाओगे!

४ आज वादा करते हैं, हम न भूल पाएँगे
तुम्हारे हैं, और शायद तुम्हारे ही रह कर धुल में मिल जाएंगे
कतरे बन हवा में उद्द जाएँगे, और वोह कतरे भी तुम्हे याद फरमाएंगे!
वादा करते हैं, तुम्हारे तोह शायद हो न पाएंगे !
पर किसी और के होना पड़ा, तोह जेते जी मर जाएँगे!
फिर मैं रह जाएगा , हम तोह तुम में मिल जाएगा
वादा करते हैं- हर पल याद फरमाएंगे!
याद फरमाएंगे !

दोस्त

2010-03-05T22:11:00.001-08:00

दोस्त
(5 years back)
गर फिरदौस के दिन लौट कर आते नहीं,
वोह दिन हमसे भुलाए जाते नहीं!
अपनों का दामन यूँ चूता की अब हम खुद को संभाल पाते नहीं
जो बचपन से अपना था , जहा बना
जिसके साथ जुदा हमारा हर सपना था
वोह साथी ही हमसे छूट गए
हम तोह एक पल में टूट गए
जब भी कोई ख़ुशी मानते हैं,
उन साथियों को याद फरमाते हैं
जिनके साथ की थी शैतानियाँ, लड़ते थे जिन से !
गूंजती थी जिनके साथ किलकारियां
उन्ही की याद में मोटू की लड़ , आँखों को नम्म कर जाती है
पर एक प्यारी से दोस्त के वादे पर ,
आँहों में सिमट जाती है, पलकें झुक जाती हैं

साथी यहाँ भी हैं, पर उन सा कहाँ
दोस्त यहाँ भी है, पर नवाबीपन जादा
बचपन जहां बीता उसके झारूखे को तरस जाते हैं

पुराने दूर हो गए, बेगाने हो गए
लगता है, कुछ अपने भी अनजाने हो गए!
अब जीवन नए के साथ काटना है,
समय की गति को स्वीकारना है!
पर तुम सब मुझे न भूलना - क्यूंकि
मुझे नहीं है सबको भुलाना
कभी मुझे भी याद फरमाना !
यादों की ओढ़ में लेखनी चुप गयी!
आँखें नम्म होकर फिर झुक गयी!
फिर झुक गयी!

yeh jo yaaraana hai

2010-03-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

yeh jo yaarana hai
deewana hai!
hum toh masti ki fizaaon mein
dosti ke saayein mein
jhumte chal pade!
kabhi shartein lagate,
kabhi notein udaate,
kabhi filen churaate,
kabhi usko patate
kabhi fattu ko rulaate
dosti ke saayein mein
jhumte chal pade!
kabhi soncha na tha!
ek din hum bichad jayenge
zamaane ki bheed mei kho jayenge
phir ek din milenge, aur bas
muskuraayenge
un fizzaaon mei
is dosti ke ye pal yaad ayenge

toh abhi
jee lo na yaar
yeh jo yaarana hai
deewana hai!
hum toh masti ki fizaaon mein
dosti ke saayein mein
jhumte chal pade!
aao ghume sath!!
gaao aaj!
yaara hum dosti ke saayein mein
jhumte chal pade!
apni nayi pehchaan banane jhumte chal pade!
hum toh masti ki fizaaon mein
dosti ke saayein mein
jhumte chal pade!

u are my friend forever

2010-03-05T21:56:00.000-08:00

ab yaad (yaad) aata hai tu!!
u are my friend foreever

kabhi balance tha kam, kabhi aankhein thi namm
kabhi papa ki daat, kabhi professor se tarraar (kabhi)
Par akele na they hum!
as u are my freind forever
ab yaad yaad aata hai tu!!
yaad aata hai tu!

yuun tham si gayi hai ab zindagi!
raftaar jo mili, gehraaiyaan kho gayi
doorian badh gayi hain,ab darmiyaan!
kabhi soncha na tha,itna yaad ayengi wo mastiyaan!!
u are my friend foreever
ab yaad aata hai tu!

yaara yehi dosti hai
jo badlti hai har pal, wo zindagi hai
badlti zindagi ke sath,badalte hain dost kai,
but
u are my friend forevr
ab yaad aata hai tu!
yaad aaata hai tu'.

nayi hain rahein,
manzil nayi hai
yaadein hain sang'
aur pyari si dosti hai!
yaad aaata hai tu
u are my freind forever
ab yaad aata hai tu
yaad (yaad) ataa hai tu.

aaj hum jo saath hain (song)

2010-03-05T21:54:00.000-08:00

AAj hum jo sath hain toh
Aoo hum yunhi jhoom lein!
chedein saanz nayi!
hum hain aawaz nayi
khwaab naye hain
andaaz naye hain
aur hai sath apna ..doston...
AAj hum jo sath hain toh
Aoo hum yunhi jhoom lein!

na jaane kaha honge kal,
yaad ayenge tab dosti ke ye pal
pyaari si batein
dushman ke iraadein
har kaam ki fite,
roof top pe candle lite
yaad ayengi tab...
doston
AAj hum jo sath hain toh
Aoo hum yunhi jhoom lein!

badal raha hai ye zamana,
sath lekar dosti ko badh chalo
chedo saaz nayi
tum ho aawaz nayi
aaj jo sab sath ho to
aao yunhi ghum lo
dostoon
aaon chede saaz nayi
hum hain awaaz nayi
AAj hum jo sath hain toh
Aoo hum yunhi jhoom lein!

दिन

2010-03-05T21:50:00.000-08:00

दिन
( भाई की स्कूल मैगज़ीन के लिये लिखी थी)

दिन आते हैं , और आकर चले जाते हैं !
हर दिन अपने साथ हमें कुछ सिखाते जाते हैं!
बस यह सीखने वालों पे है की वोह क्या सीख पातें हैं !
कुछ सीख कर अच्छे कुछ बुरे बन जाते हैं

हर दिन का अपना महत्व है,
पर हम तो मजबूर हैं क्यूंकि
जैसे हम कोयले को साबुन से सजा नहीं सकते
वैसे ही हम मूढों को कुछ सिखा नहीं सकते!

ये कुदरत का करिश्मा है की गह्धा घोड़े से कम,
पर घोडा गधे से जादा सेख लेता है
पहले गधा वजन धोता था,
आजकल घोडा भी कर लेता है!

यह ज़माने की प्रगति है,
जिसने इतना कुछ कितने कुछ को सिखा दिया है!
तुम इतने पे अचंभित हो,
यहाँ इंसान ने अपना ही क्लोन बना दिया है!

जागो कुछ सीखो आअज का दिन जा रहा है!
कल जो आएगा वोह ठहर नहीं जाएयेगा
ऐसा न हुआ न होने पायेगा
एक और मौका तुम्हारे हाँथ से निकल जाएगा!

आज कुछ नहीं गया पर कल चला जाएगा
बेहतर येही है की जागो कुछ करो!
वर्ना समय भाग जाएगा और हाँथ नहीं आएगा
एक और दिन बीत जाएगा! एक और दिन बीत जाएगा!

मैं! nine years back!

2010-03-05T21:29:00.000-08:00

मैं!
२००१
आरज़ू तमन्ना अरमान
इन शब्दों को है मेरा यह पैगाम -
"सामने कड़ी है हर मंजिल, हर तोहफे को है मेरा इंतज़ार"
ज़माने की मुझको फ़िक्र भी नहीं, हर उंचाई पे होगा मेरा नाम.
इस आगाज़ से होती है मेरी हर सुबह और शाम!

राहें कुछ चुन लीं है उन्ही पे चलना है!
अपने साथ न दें, पर खुद से वादा है मेरा
गैरों के साथ जीवन भर का रिश्ता नहीं करना है,
.हर मंजिल पानी है! आँखों का छुपाना पानी है!

इन लफ़्ज़ों से मेरी जिंदगानी बयां न होती,
इस लेखनी से मेरी कहानी बाया न होती!
सरस्वती, लक्ष्मी की आराधक हूँ,
शक्ति को अपनइ जानती हूँ
सामर्थ बहोत है और उसे बयान करना चाहती हूँ
किसी राह पे जाने से घबराती नहीं
बस कोई सहारा देदे , उसके सहारे कपो लौटाने का वादा करती हूँ

एक छोटी से किरण हूँ,
पर रौशनी करके आँखों ओ चौंधियाने की आशा रखती हूँ
कुछ करने की आशा रखती हूँ!

I observe and i observe!

2010-02-26T21:39:00.000-08:00

I observe and i observe!
and i love it....
day before yesterday my mid semester one was over, means if i had dared to sleep i must have got night mares.So i engaged myself in chemistry of kajol and srk!
morining 6:30 i was in train, but it has got nothing to do with post. Rather i covered half of my journey sleeping, and another half in deep thoughts!
Those thoughts i wish to keep in reecord with me, coz it was all i felt life is, atleast Indian life is!
so this post is i observe...

The train stopped, at outer (very much expected from a passenger train, as it cant reach its destination before indain timings).
i looked out the window...and was surprized
"left hand side i could see all yellow and green fields, ready to be harvested, and right hand side it was all white... dull grey to be more precise,and just two trees without and green cover were just counting last days of their lives, " i just got first thought, these trees must be eager for the service of villagers nearby, next winters,and will try to survive till then.

then i gave a thought on contrast of views i was getting from two different windows of same compartment. very much expected from me, i had chosen right side window, barren land as a subject of my thoughts.

The train crawled then for next one minute , and then it was at normal speed. i was looking from right side window, and i had chosen my frame of observation also, between the two parallel rods of iron ..now it seemed to me as if i was watching a video..
" life"

first scene was a man on bicylce and a girl following him, i assumed that she must be following him, coz she needs just two rupees to buy colours for holi, or she must be requesting for new skirt, as it was holi time.
But then i thought, she might be goin to primary school, and her father taking her, but this is something least expected from indain villages.

Another scene was green fields and a lady in red saree, working in those farms, i immediately got thought that she must be having her drunkard husband sitting at home,and she will be forced by fuel les chulas at home to go and work,as his son might be sick, or daughter might be coming along with her husband , to visit her.

Again my thoughts were influneced by next scence form my frame, it was really beautiful, two ladies were just walking and continuously talking, first thought i got was that they must be discussing the new blouse and saree which thy must have got from the families where they go to wash utensils, then i realised that if this had been situation i must have witnesed joy in their walks, but it seemed a bit gloomy, so again they mite be worried because it was holi time,and they will be expecting some local bank managers of their village,coming home and asking interest of money which they took as loan from him last holi, whn her husband got severe injury while cutting trees.

Next scene was a jeep, and two men standing with him, in the farms, i avoided that scene because all i was getting was very violent thoughts, And yes! i got someting to think upon as soon as i saw a lady with a boy (must be her son) ,of 10 to 12 years trying to work on fields, i gussed he will be her younger son,and elder one mite be in indain army , and this month money he send home was spent in immunization of his newly born daughter, and calcium tablets of his wife.

Then next seen was really cute i saw a builiding with two room ,and a banner "primary school"
that was government aided school, strength nearby 20 kids aged 8 -10..
all sitting outside in groups and discussing, not alphabets of any language, but they are very well blessed with local language, and they dont feel that they have any need to learn more, but till paanchavi class they could come to thsi buliding daily, and atlest get mid day meals every alternate day, to fill their empty bellies. I also thought that they being kids, also feel happy being there coz they are away from worries back at home, where father must be teliing him that you shuld go to hanuman temple in town next week tuesday, and get some money or atleast earn for youself...

As my train was approaching towards my city of nawabs , lucknow... the views in my frame became more urban,and i could not enjoy them
That is not real India, (this is something i personally believe,)
i had seen India where i wana work, where i wana live, and some or the other way be part of life of protagonists of my posts ,And DO SOMETHING!

and finally i am back home, eating sleeping...and talking as usual! :)

मैं देखता हूँ

2010-02-13T08:35:00.000-08:00

श्यामल चादर , और उसपे ये चांदनी की नक्काशी .
मद्धम सी हवा , बावरा भवरा .
इतराता बादल चाँद को ओड़नी उढाता हुआ.
ऐसा समा देख किसे ना इश्क हो जाएगा .
व्याकुल मन और गंगा का तट ,
मद्धम स्वर , दूर पायल की छन छन.
कौन तेरा कान्हा न बनना चाहेगा.
पर इस सन्नाटे को चीरता , एक बावाली का विलाप.
तन धूमिल और मनन विचलित,
उसपर श्यामल चादर के केवल ढाक.
कौन सा कान्हा अब इस को अपनाएगा.
फिर सुनता हूँ मैं एक घनघोर नाद.
गंगा में तरंगें उठती हुई,पल भर में फिर था
गंगा का मद्धम स्वर हवा में व्याप्त
और सुबह की पहली किरण पड़ते ही मैंने देखा
संतुष्ट चील का झुण्ड गंगा तट पर कर रहा था वाद विवाद!

......

2010-01-21T10:40:00.000-08:00

As its getting cold!
days need light, night misses stars,
i wanna touch u maah boy, get the warmth,
as its gettin cold!
i am feeling all alone

As its getting cold!
I feel lik cuddling u maah boy for long
holding hands, taking walks, sharing talks..
all alone in nearby woods
I walk along, dreamin for long..
as its gettin cold
i am feelin all alone.

I feel cold,
season without charm, barren roads.
all sullen, only dreams along.
yellow fields seem so dull,
seeing a rose , felt your smell.
Oh maah boy! come along
I am feeling all alone.
as its getting cold!
baby its getting cold!

की तेरे अश्को की कहानी है,

2010-01-12T01:01:00.000-08:00

की तेरे अश्को की कहानी है,
अरमानो की कुर्बानी , सुनाता खारा पानी है.

मोतीयों सा सुनेहरा तेरा अक्स,
और कीमत लगती यह दुनिया सारी है.

मिला तुझे जो वो नसीब तेरा,
और वो तेरे लकीरों की कारिस्तानी है.

यह तेरा जीवन ही कुर्बानियों की कहानी है.

खारे पानी सा भीगा दामन और ,
चूल्‍हे के धुएँ से डरबरती आँख
कप्कपाते हांत सेक्ते रोटियाँ .
फिर भी नसीब में केवल पानी है.

सिंदूर का रंग तन पे उतरता हुआ.
फिर भी तू सिरहाने बैठ ,अपनी लकीरों को देख
सोनचती , की तेरा जीवन क्या कुर्बानियों की कहानी है.

कोख अपनी , तुझको ाश्क़ दिलाती हुई,
खारे पानी में भी तू ममता लुटाती हुई.
हलवाई का चूल्हा लीप उसका पेट पालती हुई
और अपने नसीब का पानी जुटाती हुई
खारे पानी में मोती की तरह उभरती हुई ,
की तेरी ज़िंदगी, अरमानो की कहानी सुनाती हुई.

STORY BY MY BRO

2010-01-06T00:02:00.001-08:00

He used to live in plot beside my house. He had sort of temporary house. He, his four sisters and their parents were the only human beings in that house. But that house was really a Biodiversity hot spot. It didn't had any bee, bear or butterfly but was also home of several mosquitoes, flies, earthworms and almost every insect that could survive in sub tropical type climate. This house was just strong enough to tolerate the first moderate shower of monsoon. Every evening he used to come out to play Gilli Danda. Even I play Gilli Danda but I do that only on my PS2.It was a really nice experience to watch the game in real world. But I never tried to play that game myself in this world. The virtual world of PS2 can never be compared with real world. In real world there are many more complications and bindings involved. He was a good player. He had a wooden bat. I don't know from where he got that piece of wood but that was really perfect for gilli danda.He was almost unbeatable at this sports. He was perhaps the true sports man as he didn't played for lure of money but did so only because he liked to do so.

I don't know much about him, but that was only because I never really bothered to know about him. Among the few things that I knew about him was that his mother smoked and his father was a ricshaw puller. No one in my family ever noticed him. Actually I think no one in the whole world had ever noticed him. He was too ordinary to get noticed by anyone.

He appeared to be 4-5 years old but several times I saw much elderly kind of expressions on his face. He had an unusual face that used to be decorated will mud. People from his house were very open minded. They used to bath at the nearest divider. But I never saw that child bathing. He used to wear a brown pant and like all cartoon characters he never changed his clothes. Maybe he had several similar looking pants in his Elmira. But he was too poor to have an Elmira. But he had a unusual spark in eyes. Once i felt like offering a hug as it was too cold and I was shivering because of cold in spite of my two jackets and a woolen Scarf.

On one very cold day I opened my TV and became aware that whether was cold from several reports on different channels. I saw on IndiaTV that MAHA-vinash was near. Their reporter said this in his usual unUsual manner. News flashed that my city welcomed the coldest new year of decade. So I decided to feel the Himalayan chilling winds as a challenge took tea in my hands and marched towards roof of my house. Then I looked down. Every thing was same but he was not in the streets. I tried to look for him but couldn't find him. I never saw him again but the next day I saw his wooden bat near my house. That bat was perhaps thrown by his parents as now there was no one to play with it. Another child picked up his bat from their and became happy with on his new discovery and walked away with that bat.

I WISHED I COULD HUG HIM ONCE!!!!

2010-01-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

He used to live in plot beside my house.Every evening he used to come out to play.I don't

know much about him,but only one thing that his mother smokes.My mom used to enjoy watching

him play.She called him Gopal(childhood name of Lord Krishna).Dirt round his face but spark

in eyes.Once i felt like offering a hug , as it was too cold and I was shivering because in-spite of my two jackets and a woolen scarf.The most amazing thing about him was his

appearance,Height three feet 2 inch,wearing brown half pant,which wasn't changed from

months.(At least since when I was observing him)

(now the story about him is actually the thought in readers mind that will arise after going

through the following lines.)
News flashed that my city welcomed the coldest new year of decade.So I decided to feel the

Himalayan chilly winds as a challenge took tea in my hands and marched towards roof of my

house.Then I looked down.Every thing was same as last winter except that it was evening time

and there was no Gopal enjoying on the streets.I tried to look for him but couldn't find

him.Again I wished to hug him once..... AND STORIES IN MY MIND FOLLOWED...

welcome 2010

2009-12-30T21:34:00.000-08:00

As the day ends,
new year comes with ,its full charm
but today think upon
how much u have gained,how much spend
in the year which gonna end!

how much resolutions did u break,
and in what u get a ravishing break,
how many hands cam fr Ur support,
how many have u to hold,

not to b a pessimist
still want to remind
sun will rise in its fix time
24 hrs wont exceed
and how could u say ,this year u gonna succeed

change yourself ..as the time pass
cos this year is also gonna pass

wish others a merry day
but stop wishing tat u 39+ so gonna marry today
cos years changing..bringing lucky charm

wanna remind
years passing telling!!
other too also NT gonna last long
so plan up
as long as u live

some might have last year of life
and some gonna get new life!
but finally
change Ur calendar
welcome 2010

NIGHT

2009-11-22T09:08:00.000-08:00

Sometimes at night
When sleep is lost
I lay myself under the stars
And listen to the silence

Without a sound
Clouds dance around the moon
Taken by the wind
They let darkness fall

But shades won't blind me
Thoughts won't hold me
I'm only captured by time
Like the fire of stars

But when they fade
And seconds get lost in the dark
The cold of night wakes me
And just for a moment

I am free...

..bhul jaate ho

2009-11-10T23:20:00.000-08:00

Andheri raat mein shama jalana bhool jatey ho....
Hamari yaad aati hai bulana bhool jate ho....

Tumhari ek yehi aadat pareshan hum ko rakhti hai....
Nazar mein aa tou jatey ho samana bhool jatey ho....

Tumhare hath mein aksar gulabi phool dekhy hain....
HamAri rah mein aksar bichana bhool jatey ho....

Tumhe tou loat janey ki aksar fiker rahti hai....
Mager jab loat jatey ho tou aana bhool jatey ho....

Suna hai tum hatheli per hamara naam likhte ho....
Mager jab hum se milty ho dikhana bhool jatey ho....

Key to my heart

2009-10-29T10:34:00.000-07:00

Key to my heart

Feeling so lost
With an empty heart
And nobody can tell me
How to be found

Wandering so lonely
Along a forgotten path
And even I don't know
Where it will take me

Losing my mind
as it drifts away
led by the wind
where only memories can go

Touching the light
as it brings a new day
and finally I find
the key to my heart

And when it opens
I'll be filled with love
Memories will return and bring me
To the place I call my angel's home

If i knew it would be last time.....

2009-10-22T08:11:00.001-07:00

Dear daadu!
If i knew it would be last time
that i would see u fall asleep,
i would have watched u whole night,
and prayed the lord, your soul to keep

If i knew it would be last time
i see u walk into my rrrom,
i would have huged u,
and call u back for one more,

If i knew it would be last time
i heard ur voice lifted up in praise
i would have recorded each section
and play them back every day.

If i knew it would be last time
i could spare an extra minute with u
i would have said,
"wat i m! its just bcoz of u
i love u".

for surely there is always a tomorrow,
to make up ,what yesterday had done

but i wish for another chance
to say u "is there anything i can do"?
but in this case i know i am wrong.
i wish u live well
where evr u hav gone!

we will miss u
and cherish ur memories lifelong!

If i knew it would be last time.....

2009-10-22T08:11:00.000-07:00

Touhfay main tumko kya doon…?

2009-09-13T13:31:00.000-07:00

Touhfay main tumko kya doon
Uljhan si ho rahi hay

Phoolon ka doon jo touhfa
Par,Tum se haseen nhi wo….
Touhfay main zindagi doon
Bin tere kuch nhi jo….
Ya jaan day doon apni
mansoob hay jo tum se...
Ya,Ankhain saja k day doon
Jo muntazir tumhari!

Ya dil hi dedun jo dhadhkta hay
Bus Naam par tumharay
Ghazlain ye saari kardun naam tumhaare,
Sonchti huun shair likhun aisa
Jin se chalakti ho chahat
Ya karun Beinteha muhabbat
jo tu thakk k ro dey!

Touhfay main tumko kia doon…?
Uljahn si ho rahi hay

dedun kya tumko
Ye jaagti si ankhain
Ye raastay ko takti
Ye muntazir si ankhain
Kardun kya naam tumhaare

Ik baar do ijazat
Daman main sar ko rakh kar
Ik baar khul k ro lain
Phir chain se ye so lain

Aghosh main ye sar ho
Main tum se itna bolon
so jain jab ye ankhain,
palkoun ko meri choo ker
tum inko band kar do!

or jaan ka hamari Taraf se ye toufa
isko qabool kar lo….!
K pass buss yahi hay….
Touhfay main tumko kya doon…?
Uljahn si ho rahi hay

Independent India (poem)

2009-08-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

I once was ruffling history of my land
now Independent,half century back a slave
I stand on history's corner on land ruled by whites
I face the green where freedom rings in silence to the ear
But the bell tolls daily in the minds of those who want to hear.

In the chambers of meeting place, fifty years ago
Words of strong debate from chambers overflowed
my land was divided and a portrait finely etched
And the face of freedom's guarantee on parchment had been sketched

I recalled the arguments, I heard the strong debate
I shed a tear of joy when they discussed the people's fate
They granted all a freedom that nobody could refute
finally our leaders gave,
The right to speak what they believed was granted absolute

It is a freedom that's denied to millions on this earth
Yet many here still don't appreciate its' golden worth
For every freedom guaranteed, there rests a certain trust
In the right of conscience, right of thought, to say the things we must

Every day the tourists come, to visit taj
To hear the words of great indian rulers on the echo off the walls
They glance out the beauty of the villages still green
Some understand the magnitude of all that they have seen

but, that beuty has degraded and that land abused,
From one without a conscience, where his freedom is misused

But yet between the lines of freedom, tolerance is clear
Sometimes we listen to the things we never want to hear
Then anger and mistrust arise within the murky mist
Of one who utters or displays what principles resist

but the rulers stil have conscience to which they attest
believing, just turn your back and silently protest

as silence speaks the loudest as it echoes what is real

There is another boundary that blows in freedom's air
That does not allow the right to speech that cause s one's despair
The law will call to justice, the one who oversteps
The line of freedom's limits with the weight of ignorance

For if we waqnt,we could retaliate
As ghosts of freedom argue in the favor of nations fate
my land hear his name be mentioned as deserving to developed
For "every individual" in this land equally held.

here every pen is free to write the thoughts within his soul
And every soul is free in seeking knowledge as his goal

I stand on history's corner, a building with a name
Where could galnce shattered window pane
And realize every eyes are gazing through the very glass
Of eyes that once looked out as well in shadows of the past

Come here to see where freedom's voice was duly given birth
Come here to understand the measure of your voice's worth

hakeekat

2009-08-10T01:31:00.000-07:00

ki tum kabhi kabhi takalluf ko bhi masoom ehsaas samjhte ho...jaante nahi ki dost hota nahi har hanth milaane waala

2009-06-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

AREY AMBER KI BHI KYA KAYA DEKHO!
KABHI MARUSTHAL SA DIKHTA AHI,
KABHI AMBER KI SI CHAVVI HAI.
HAAN KABHI KHADA TILA SA DIKHTA
TO KABHI DIKHTA DHUUL SA UDTA
MANNO ABHI ABHI GAYA HO,
PATH SE PASHUOON KA JHUND UMADTA,
HAAN ANGIT CHAVI AMBER KI DEKHO!
HAR PAL HAI JO RANG BADALTA!
HAR PAL HAI JO RANG BADALTA!
HAR PAL HAI JO RANG BADALTA!

YE DAASTAAN HAI, AUR KUCH BHI NAHI

2009-06-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

Socha nahi acha Bura, Dekha Suna kuch b nahi

Manga Khuda se raat-din, Tere siwa Kuch b nahi

**********

Dekha Tujhe Chaha tujhe, Socha Tujhe Pooja Tujhe

Meri Wafa Meri Khata, Teri Khata kuch b nahi

**********

Jis per Hamari Aankh ne, Moti bichaye Raat bhar

Bheja wohi Kagaz usey, Hum ne likha Kuch b nahi

**********

Aur Ek Shaam ki Dehleez per, Bethey rahe wo Dair tak

Aankhon se ki Batain boht, Munh se kaha kuch b nahi

**********

Do-Chaar din ki Baat hai, Dil Khaak mai mil jaye ga

Aag per jab Kagaz rakha, Baqi bacha Kuch b nahi

RAAT SUNTI RAHI......

2009-06-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

Raat sunti rahi mein sunata raha,
Dard ki daastaan mein batata raha,

Log logoon se chahat nibhatay rahay,
Ik wo tha mera dil jalata raha,

Dhoop chaoon si uski tabiyat rahi,
Wo nigahein milata raha churata raha,

Ik mein hi piyasa raha dosto,
Log peetay rahay mein pilata raha,

Dil k mehman khanay mein ronaq rahi,
Koi aata raha koi jata raha,

Hum-maktab ne sara sabak parh lia,
Mein tera naam likhta raha mitata raha.

__________________

(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*`

shayari2

2009-06-02T13:14:00.000-07:00

NAA hasne ka mann hai,
Naa Asnsu LAbon ko bhego Rahe haiN
NAa palkein JHapak rahi HAin
NAa hi hum so rahein hain,,,
dekh Sanam ..tere iskq mei..
KYa Kya sitam..humAre SAth ho rahe hain

shayari:2

2009-06-02T13:10:00.000-07:00

wo keh ke gaye they...
humara dil kamzor hai..sambhal ke rakhna
hum aajtak uski hifazat karte aaye thy

unko na khabar thi ki wo humara leke jaa rahe hain,
khud to wo jee lenge saalon,par aaj
humare janaze mei bhi nahi aaye hain

shayari:3

2009-06-02T13:04:00.000-07:00

Yeh Mohabaat ki hadd nahi...
humaari IBAdat KA tAreeKa hai
ki..tujhse milne ke lie.. katre bann ne ki aarzu..
aur un karto ki tere kadmon ko chune ki tamanna hai

USKI HAI RACHNA

2009-06-02T12:20:00.000-07:00

kashti yunhi dubti nahi
lab yunhi thamte nahi
jazbad yunhi dabte nahi
ye chahatein hoti hain us uparwaale ki
jo mitata hai nishaan kisis ka,
jo jatata hai ehsaan kahin pe
woh karta hai wafa kisi se,
banata hai bewafa kisi ko
woh deta hain aanchal kisi ko
chenta hai mamta kisi se
wo banata hai savitri kisi ko
aur beparda karta ashleelta kisi ki
wo bnata rehnuma kisi ko
aur bnta lutera kisi ka
yeh usi ka khel hai..
ye usi ki duniya
wahi chalata hai isi ko
wahi banta
wahi mitata kisi ko
wahi sajata ,wahi nast karta apni kriti ko
wahi vani mei sur deta
aur swar ke abhas se vanchit rakhta kisi ko
woh deta swarn shaiya..kisi ko
ya chenta do gaj kafan kisi se..
wahi banata sabhi ko..wo hi mitata kisi ko...

CHUBHAN

2009-05-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

Aankh namm hai...
Lab sehme...
Gaal gulabi..
Saanse madham..
Shaam seher hai..ya
Tufaan ka darr hai..
Mann banjar..
khud ki na khabar hai..

Kuch kho gaya hai..
Lagta hai,
Jag veeraan ho gaya hai..
Sath chuta.. ya wo ruth gaya hai..
Aks dekhte they jisme,
Wo tut ke bikhar sa gaya hai..
kuch kho gaya hai..

CHUBHAN hai kaanch ki,
Lahu paani ki tarah beh raha hai..
Jewaan hai neeras , phir bhi
Waqt kyu tham nahi raha hai..
CHUBHAN hai kiski..ki asar saaf dikh raha hai...

Aankhein namm hain..
lab sehme..
Tufaan ka darr hai..
uspe,khud ki na khabar hai..

Kaanton ki CHUBHAN hai..
YA rishton ka dard hai..
na jaane kaise badhti ye
CHUBHAN hai..

jaane kyu :shyari

2009-04-25T08:34:00.001-07:00

jang nahi ho rahi phir bhi tu hathiyaar tham kar baitha hai.. bta mere dost tu kiss kissse ko hakekat mei badalne ki thaan kar baitha hai !!

ye jo zindagi ki kitaab hai

2009-04-23T03:36:00.000-07:00

jo zindagi ki kitab hai,
ye kahin ek haseen khyaab hai,
to kahi jaan leva azab hai,
kai chehre isme chupe hue,
dhaka ajeeb sa nakab hai,
kahin kho dia
kahi paa lia..
kahi ro dia ,
kahin ga liya
kahin aansun ki daastaan hai,
kahin musakrahatein kadardaan hain..
kahi tishnagi bemisaal hai..
kahin sawan ki bahahr hai

ye zindagi ki kitaab hai!!
ye ek haseen khwab hai.!!

jee 2009 review first paper

2009-04-12T01:21:00.000-07:00

jee splashed 2k9 paper ,again a surprise as no new trend introduced
evn last years paatern folwed in physics questn
u cd agin see trianle hexagon.circle squre in paper
and asked about magnetic and elctric field
nucler fusin is jee s favrt part in calculatins..

chem paper wth oh and cooh acidity order
simple anwrs lik an2/v2 in
then isomers of pt complexes..is again a repeat

maths involve graphicl aproch! make grph and u cd see anwrs
much relief as always scary frst paper amths is relativly esy

over all a paer wth solvng
and cd b rated as miday betwn 2k8 and 2k7

bt remem its paper one
secnd stl to b xplored

2009-04-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

Kile Sa ...

....Mann kisi ...
....khand_har kile sa ...

....Kitane darwaaze jharoke ,
....Kitane Galiyaron ke dhoke ,
....Oonchi pathar ki diwaaren
....Din-ba-din Badhati daraaren.

....Band kamron main hawayen
....Khud se hi puchain battayen,
....Seedhiyon par so gayee hain,
....Sheeshmahalon ki kathayen.

....Chawk hain chup-chaap baithe,
....Peepalon ke ped nange,
....Ab kahin jaati nahin hain,
....Soch ki lambi surangen.

....Chhat pe chhal ke laakh Jaale,
....Farsh darabaron ka mailaa,
....Baag Banjar , Nehar sookhi,
....Aur udhar mandir akelaa,

.... Chhaanw chup hai,
....Saans sahami,
....Angano.n main hai andheraa-
..
....Mann kisi ...
...........Khand_har Kile sa ... !

I'm the best thing that happened in ur life [POEM]

2009-03-14T02:08:00.000-07:00

i saw a fuzzy dream

You looked right through me,

you were miles away

far away ,far away.

When no one is around then I have you here

all others So far away, so far away,

i guess we're at our best, miles away

When I'm gone, you realize

That I'm the best thing that happened in ur life

You always love me more,

miles away I hear it in your voice,

miles away

So far away, so far away"

i love,i dream

2009-03-07T05:13:00.000-08:00

There is something which i dream,
u come from bak,hold me tight
saying "love u sweetheart,neednt fright".
though i cant sing,still i murmur
latest releases,or songs for lovers.
i feel too happy,imagining u expressing your love,
we sharing choclates,
or having ice cream from ur hand.

i love those moments,
when u look into my eyes,and feel proud
knowing that nly u reside.

i wish u treat me as lady of ur life.

i love those moments,when u cal me late night
waking me fom slep, giving resons that
mosquitoes in ur room dont let u dream.
then u laugh,
i know u miss me alot
oh my love!!

you waiting for me,with wet rose in ur hands,
or saying "i love you" at parking stand.
your sms during lectures,frequently vibrate my bench,
i love when friends say me
"m a luky gal"

i love when u read an xtra topic to help me out,
or when u attend my cal, with friends around.

i love the way we plan love many a times,
and i tease u by telling number of kids i desire.

i wish those moments when u hold my hand,
or plan out surprizes,during moments we spend.

i dream a day when u came riding on white horse,
giving me....
(only angel know the way..this dream goes on..)

i wish that u love me forever the way
u love me now

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2009-02-03T04:06:00.000-08:00

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10 $ supercheap computers developed in India at IIT

2009-02-01T06:45:00.000-08:00

The computer is developed by the Indian Institute of Technology, Chennai, and the Indian Institute of Science, Bangalore.

Forget MIT's $100 laptop, "cheap" netbooks, and other crude attempts at making the computer affordable. Here comes the mother of all low-cost computers.

At Rs. 500(approx. 10 $), the upcoming, yet to be named, nano computer is set to be the cheapest computing device ever. Designed for students, the Government is supposedly readying a prototype of the device to be showcased at Tirupati on February 3, 2009. India's Human Resource Minister Arjun Singh will reportedly unveil the device.

The nano computer has been jointly developed by the IIT (Indian Institute of Technology), Chennai, and the IISc (Indian Institute of Science), Bangalore. The production of the device, however, has been handed over to private firms. It remains to be seen if this project manages to move past the "prototype" phase to actually end up in some assembly line.

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2009-01-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

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REPUBLIC DAY

2009-01-25T21:44:00.000-08:00

A STAND ON HISTORY'S CORNER
A STAND ON HISTORY'S CORNER

I once was ruffling history of my land
now Independent,half century back a slave
I stand on history's corner on land ruled by whites
I face the green where freedom rings in silence to the ear
But the bell tolls daily in the minds of those who want to hear.

In the chambers of meeting place, fifty years ago
Words of strong debate from chambers overflowed
my land was divided and a portrait finely etched
And the face of freedom's guarantee on parchment had been sketched

I recalled the arguments, I heard the strong debate
I shed a tear of joy when they discussed the people's fate
They granted all a freedom that nobody could refute
finally our leaders gave,
The right to speak what they believed was granted absolute

It is a freedom that's denied to millions on this earth
Yet many here still don't appreciate its' golden worth
For every freedom guaranteed, there rests a certain trust
In the right of conscience, right of thought, to say the things we must

Every day the tourists come, to visit taj
To hear the words of great indian rulers on the echo off the walls
They glance out the beauty of the villages still green
Some understand the magnitude of all that they have seen

but, that beuty has degraded and that land abused,
From one without a conscience, where his freedom is misused

But yet between the lines of freedom, tolerance is clear
Sometimes we listen to the things we never want to hear
Then anger and mistrust arise within the murky mist
Of one who utters or displays what principles resist

but the rulers stil have conscience to which they attest
believing, just turn your back and silently protest

as silence speaks the loudest as it echoes what is real

There is another boundary that blows in freedom's air
That does not allow the right to speech that cause s one's despair
The law will call to justice, the one who oversteps
The line of freedom's limits with the weight of ignorance

For if we waqnt,we could retaliate
As ghosts of freedom argue in the favor of nations fate
my land hear his name be mentioned as deserving to developed
For "every individual" in this land equally held.

here every pen is free to write the thoughts within his soul
And every soul is free in seeking knowledge as his goal

I stand on history's corner, a building with a name
Where could galnce shattered window pane
And realize every eyes are gazing through the very glass
Of eyes that once looked out as well in shadows of the past

Come here to see where freedom's voice was duly given birth
Come here to understand the measure of your voice's worth

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2009-01-25T20:25:00.000-08:00

Happy republic day

How long should one sleep on a National Holiday?Isn’t these many Years enough?We don’t look forward to 26th Jan as Republic day. But only as day, we could sleep till late.Get up India. Rise and Shine !

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KAASH ki hum SAMAJH paate

2009-01-25T05:39:00.001-08:00

na tujhko choda hai,
na wada toda hai..
tune jaane ko kaha,aur unhone paas bula liya..
is kashmakash mei..
hum yahan aa gaye..
par tumhe dekhne ka dil kar raha hai..
sath baith kar baatein karne ka mann kar raha hai..
par unko dekhne ko aankei taras rahi hai..
ye kaise rah hai...
jo hume..gumraah kar rahi hai...
kaash ki hum samajh paate..
KASH...!!!

ajnabi raaston par badh chalo

2009-01-15T03:43:00.000-08:00

Ajnabi raaston par,
badh chalo kuch na kaho.
apani apni tanhaaiyon mei,
khud ko khoj lo,
sawaalon ke dayare mei,
khud ki pehchaan dhundh lo,
riwaj ke daayron ko paar kar,
badh chalo, manzil ki or.
chalo dur tak,
kuch na kaho.

tum apni manzil , soch lo,
seekh lo ,un galtiyon se ,
bina dohraaye badh chalo,
manzil ki or.
lau ki tarah jal ke,
shama roshan kar, badh chalo.
mai aur tum , ki baaton ko chod
badh chalo...
jaana ho dur tak, agar
apni chahi manzil tak
toh
der na karo, badh chalo,
ajnabi raaston par badh chalo.

see ....CANT U.........

2009-01-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

I am dying,

lost and remembering,

the way we laughed,

Pearls in my eyes,are even lost.

You know ,i am trying ,

to get over.

But can't stop crying.

i had only few,

& lost two.

How to get back,

I know its hurting,

The way I had been mistreating..

wanna live all alone.

cry for what i had done.

You know am dying.

can't stop crying....

You know i am searching,

i am searching.

in my treasure,

two lost gems...

whom I supposed,

were mine forever..

But I lost,

Am missing it all,

You know am dying...

need a chat,

even though small,

I need you afterall,

look at me,

Am dying

for u both,am crying.

drama that could not be!! :)

2009-01-12T00:37:00.000-08:00

just a day

their souls met by chance,

instead of love they had fight,

that was really a deadly night,

juliet's secrets gets unfold,

even romio's affairs not remained untold.

all characters strive for credit.

finally drama was in big debit.

come to see who was in big loss

DIRECTOR

or ,

one who LOST SPOUSE.

FINALLY, we could stage "romio juliet",

drama that could not be.

what inside come and see.

YDSE PRESENTS

ROMIO JULIET

DRAMA THAT COULD NOT BE

gnosiomania 2k9

17 dec

mnnit allahabad!!

How To Fold A Tee-Shirt In Two Seconds!

2009-01-11T05:57:00.000-08:00

3D Webcam - A World First!

2009-01-11T05:56:00.000-08:00

3D Webcam, originally uploaded by LMD327 - ickle:MEDIA.

This 3D Minoru webcam (a world first) reminds of Johnny Five. It’s not cheap at £50 but it is easy to install and the quality of the 3D images is pretty good. It also records and broadcasts in 2D. I bought it to work via Skype and so far so good! I bought mine from firebox.com.

Microsoft Windows 7 will be available for download until January 24th

2009-01-11T05:54:00.000-08:00

Microsoftie Brandon LeBlanc admits that the Windows 7 beta release scramble “was not ideal” and says the company will extend its availability beyond the 2.5M cap until January 24th.

Though their initial underestimation of demand did smack of cluelessness, it’s nice to see Microsoft making amends for a rocky couple of days. As of now you can get the download and the free product key to unlock it by visiting the Windows 7 Beta site straight on (no secret direct download links required).

Sell your images, icons, designs, illustrations online…and get paid

2009-01-11T05:53:00.001-08:00

Upload virtually anything in a file format: word, excel, powerpoint, pdf, photoshop, illustrator, jpg, bmp, png, flash, etc and start selling to other users. How do you get paid…Paypal. http://gazhoo.com/main.gaz

Gaza war looks sets to go on

2009-01-11T05:42:00.000-08:00

As the Israeli raids on Gaza and Palestinian rocket attacks on southern Israel continue, BBC Middle East editor Jeremy Bowen assesses why both Israel and Hamas seem likely to pursue the conflict.

After two weeks of war both sides have reasons to believe they can fight on.

Israel has suffered relatively light casualties, a fraction of the dead and wounded of Gaza. Even though many reserve units have now been mobilised, which means a large number of husbands and fathers are in uniform and potentially in the line of fire, public support for the war is holding steady.

The government has managed the war of Israeli expectations far more effectively than it did in Lebanon in 2006. Victory has been defined in less sweeping terms, so that it will be harder for anyone to accuse the government of failure.Even so, it has set objectives that need to be met if Foreign Minister Tzipi Livni and Defence Minister Ehud Barak are going to have any kind of political career when this is over.

Unlike Prime Minister Ehud Olmert, who is leaving office because of allegations of corruption, Mr Barak and Ms Livni face a general election on 10 February.

They have set two main objectives, neither of which has been achieved yet.

First, damage the Hamas military wing so badly that they will either be unable to launch rockets into Israel, or be so intimidated that they will not dare.

Israel’s second demand is that the border between Gaza and Egypt is controlled so that Hamas will not be able to bring in weapons and money through tunnels.

Source: By Jeremy Bowen BBC News

When all will end? When all the Palestinian children died?

2009-01-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

Windows 7: Download It if You Dare

2009-01-11T05:36:00.000-08:00

Download is up:

http://arstechnica.com/journals/microsoft.ars/2009/01/09/windows-7-public-beta-is-available-now

As Steve Ballmer announced it would at his CES keynote on Wednesday, Microsoft has made a beta version of Windows 7 available for free download by anyone who wants it. Here it is. As Microsoft says, you shouldn’t install this on your primary PC, or at least not over your primary current Windows installation: For one thing, the beta will time out on August 1st, requiring you to reinstall a copy of Windows over it. But if you’ve got a spare PC or spare disk partition, there’s no better way to satisfy your curiosity about W7 than to start using it.

ye pal

2009-01-11T00:55:00.000-08:00

ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..
ye dhoop bhi chaao ka ehsas deti hai
in yaadon mei gunjata tera hi tarana hai..
ye pal nahi betate
ye intazaar suhana hai..

ye madham hawa jo aake chuu gayi
tera ehsas layi thi,
aankhein band hui to teri hi tasveer nazar aayi thi..
har pal mujhe teri yaad aayi thi..
ye pal nahi betate...
ye intazaar suhana hai..

tere aate hi wo pal aajayenge.
jinka intazaar tha..
kuch pal ke liye humari zindagi mei tu
hi sirf shumaar tha...
ye pal na betate..
ye intazaar suhana tha..
ye pal na betate..
ye pal suhana they..

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2009-01-10T23:00:00.000-08:00

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cry of my heart

2009-01-10T04:41:00.000-08:00

The Cry Of my Hearts!

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.

I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there arn't the answers.
I'm afraid and much weak,
When I try to explain,
I wish I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel,
there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.

I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
but i fear to lose,as i cant flatter.
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,

If i could know why I thought,
If i could know why I fought.
I need my thoughts to come to a still.

Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!
Love,
Your Child

jeewan ek natya hai.....

2009-01-09T02:17:00.000-08:00

lagta hai,
ye jeewan ek natya hai,
aur mai iska patra,
mai khud ko khoj raha hun.

kabhi kabhi bhram hota hai,
kaha jaa raha huun,
jee bhi raha huun,
ya jeene ka abhinay karta jaa raha huun.
is natya ka aant nahi ,
is kirdar ka toh hai.

lagta hai,
chal bhi raha huun,
ya uska bhi abhinay kar raha huun,
samay ke sath kya,aage bhi badh raha hunn.
yeh kaisa patra hai, eska kya chritarth hai.
punchata hunn khud se,
apne hi aks se,
"kya ye mai hunn ya,'mai' ka patra kar raha hunn."
laghta hai
khush bhi huun ya uska bhi abhinaya kar raha huun.
lagta hai kabhi kabhi,
apni kalpana se natya mei srijanta laa paya to safal ho jaunga
varna ek gumnaam patra hi reh jaunga.

End of LIFE

2009-01-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

i didnt know how much i had,
until my life was about to end.
i dint know who are my friends,
until a day i beged for single cent.
i dint know whom i love,
until a day they went to god above.
i dint know ,for me who cares
until a day ,i lost a hand in fair.
i dint know that god exists,
until i had holded a new born kid.
i didnt know that time never stays,
until the day my pet went away,
'last bye' to it,was something i miss even today.

i did noticed music of my life,
but then it stoped,
it was final day of my life.
until that day
i didnt noticed,
what i lost in the way.

you come into my dreams

2009-01-01T22:17:00.000-08:00

u come into my dreams,
u touch my soul,
u give me meaning of smile,
and i get life for a while.

u touched me first time,
my laughter for u become prime.
u given me wings,i felt the sky,
but u were there nearby.

i searched for music,
found it in u,
i loved pearls,
got from ur eyes.

whenever i lost my path,
u controlled my wrath.
watever i desire,
had seen u perspire.

i look at u,
it seems mirage,
but i came close,
and felt beautiful wind blows..

u come into my dreams,
u touch my soul.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR..GREETING

2008-12-31T05:20:00.000-08:00

happy new year to,
the peasants on field,
there houses under fog's shield..

happy new year to,
old forgotten singers,
new hybrid jinglers,

happy new year to,
those old fishermen..
who faced tsunami..

happy new year to,
screaming kids..fr chapati
& lady in veils..believing in her husbands vanity..

happy new year to
to lonely forests..
starry nights...
and cold fights

happy new year to......
loaded weapons..
ready canons..
tested nuclear wepons..

happy new year to
this coming storm..
the silence all around..

happy new year to,
dancing couples in bar..
kids stdyng very far..

happy new year to
all smal mistakes..
lessons which i take..

happy new year to,
to those u pick greeting fr me in this new year,
those who left me alone forever ,last year......

happy new year to...
all who care..
all who dear.

only with a wish
"try to b human this year"

nav aagaman..nav prabhat..aaj hi hoga

2008-12-31T04:58:00.000-08:00

mann chahta hai to aaj hi hoga
ye bhaw hai mann ka
is nav varsha ka.....

akarad hi umangei uthi hain,
andekhe ishaaron pe nach raha hai mann
mann chahta hai to tyohaar aaj hi hoga...

na jaane kyu dil chah raha
sabhi svyar milakar,
kissi ki ansune svyar mei
karei jaykar...
mann chahta to
manvta ki murti ka shringaar aaj hi hoga....

yachak kehta
aaj daan na mile,phir bhi
mann aabhar vyakt karta hai...
jaise nav prabhat ka aagaz aaj hi hoga

koi to kahi prerna ka srot hoga..
beete wale varsha mei kahi to pani barsa hoga
kahi jwalamukhi...to futa hoga
mann akaran hi aagosh mei nahi aata...
umangei u akarn nahi uthti..

kisi bhagirathi ke bhumi avtar ka din aaj hi hoga
mann chahta hai to aaj hi hoga
ye bhaw hai mann ka
is nav varsha ka.....
prem ka tyoohar aj hi hoga...
umang se murti ka shringaar aaj hi hoga.........

ye bhaw hai mann ka
is nav varsha ka.....

welcome 2k9....but wats difrnt than 2008

2008-12-31T04:25:00.000-08:00

as the day ends,
new year comes with ,its full charm
but today think upon
how much u hav gaind,how much spend
in the year which gonna end!

how much resolutins did u break,
and in wat u get a ravishing break,
how many hands cam fr ur sprt,
how many hav u to hold,

not to b a pessimist
stil wana remind
sun wil rise in its fix time
24 hrs wont xceed
and how cd u say ,this year u gona succeed

change urself ..as the time pass
coz this year is also gona pass

wish othrs a merry day
bt stop wishing tat u 39+ so gna marry tday
coz yers chngin..bringing luky chram

wanna remind
years passing teling!!
othr too also nt gna last long
so plan up
as long as u live

some mit hav last year of life
and some gna get new life!
but finally
chnge ur calendar
welcome 2009

Its aLl DONE

2008-12-29T04:05:00.000-08:00

I was pasing by streets,
just heard very famliar beats,
A familiar smel came wth breeze,
All this made me glue,
coz it reminded me about
wat i did to u..........
though i hate u........
i wont come back!
i have my live
i lov tat...
stil i hav some dues...
i closed my eyes..and angel,came in my mind..........
i got imdicatin of my god ,
m happy wth my golden pot..
i m happy wth my life.......

while, crosing those streets..
i felt music behind.........
now lov was in air
and i wish to be just blind.......

m ur child.. and ur dear one..
i wont scream at u god..for all unluck u have given
i have my angel,coz m ur dear one

so when i wil pass by those streets ,
i wont b sad..
its all done
u send me angel.....
to gmme strngth,to walk on those street
i wont b sad
its all done..
no regrt ,coz i have ur son!!!

pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab ......

2008-12-28T09:40:00.000-08:00

"pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab
kissi kone mei..jaake tadapta hai wo..
siskta hai wo..
par pyar hota hai tab

haanthon mei hota hai...yaar ka hanth jab
aansu tab bhi jhalak jaate hain..
wo anko ke sahare dil ka haal suna jaate hain..

pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab

kai ehsas hote hain tab pyar hota hai jab..
pyar ke lamhon ko yaad karkr..wo rota bhi hai..
karwate baldal badl kar siskta bhi hai..
tab ata hai yaar
apne kaaande ke sahare rulata hai yaar
pyar hota hai jab, insaan rota hai tab
pyaar mei rota hai yaar

par aise badta hai pyaar...
yehi hota ahi pyaar..."

Some original shayari.....

2008-12-28T09:37:00.000-08:00

"Marta wo bhi ahi jo chup rehta hai, marta wo bhi jo raaz kehta hai, par jeeta wahi hai jo har saanz ko ched
kar,apne geeto ki rag ko piro kar ...zindagi mei maut tak ka safr taiy karta hai"

"jeene ke liye tera naam hi kafi hai,aaine pe meri muskaan..aur uske liye tera hona hi kafi hai.."

"Aaj kuch shayrana andaz hai,zindagi jaise pass hai,hum unse milne ko betab hai,par zamane ko is betabi se bhi
aitraz hai.."

About me [ Mai ]

2008-12-28T09:16:00.000-08:00

mai kaun hun.........
ye jaane na koi..
kisi shyar ki shyari..ya kavi ki kavita........
bagh ka phool...
ya aasmaan ka taara...

in tulnaao se mera na wasta koi........
khud ki arzooo..hun
kissi ki tamanna...
zindagi justju meri...
har mausam hai apna...

is zindagi mei gum hai..toh
khud pe hansi hai...
zindagi mei mere..
apno se hi har khushi hai...

khoya bahut..hai
par paya sabkuch..

ehsaas hi hain jo mujhko rulate...
wahi ehsaas hai jo mujhko hansate..
pyar hai bacpan se ..bachho ke apnepan se...

ye ehsas jo duniya mei kho sa gaya hai..
par rab ki dua se...
mujhe ek din mil gaya hai...

panchiyoon se mujhko baatein bhi karni hai..
par rahein apni hai,
insaniyat hai..
gahiraaiyaan hai rishto ki...
ye baatein hai mujhme...
inhe na badalna...

khona hai khud ko..par paane ko nahi..
jeena hai..jinki ansh hu.. unka sir uthane ko..
marna hai sabko..
par mujhe in raahon mei nahi...

kaisi hu mai...ye samjhe na koi..
kaun hun mai..ye jaane na koi...

kaisi hu mai...ye samjhe koi..
kaun hun mai..ye jaane koi...

reason for terrorism

2008-12-28T08:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday before sleeping,
I face the fire,the canons the thunder,
Though it was miles away from me,
Stil tat sounds lasted whole night wth me.
The cries of human,
The echos of war weapon,
The sounds indiacting tat world is divided,Its no longer the beautiful earth ,wch god creatd.
Wats reson behind this disater
I saw in dream ,and realisd
yes we are respnsbl fr this pity mater.
we se the child wth wth no cloths satnding in thunder
A car of miloniare pases by the child ,falshing the dark world...for a moment,
showing tat u hav to liv in dark forever.
that child had faced all weathers of sevnten years in this situation.
this is nt scenario of nly few nation.
he has jst lrnt to snatch and eat,to sneer and beat..
butA day he gt his belly full
once in his lf tm he felt so good
he robed a milionarie.

so he diceds to hold a gun,
and get his share frm the othr peers,
he ws untraind ,so he look fr teacher
those were inhumans
,u usd him for creating religion fear,
he ws cheatd,
stl he cdnt realisd as frst time evr in life ,
he ws feeded
this deloped in his mind the passion,to kil
and feed him
bcoz hes also one of gods creatn.
finaly,
He ws the on streets with granite
kiling as many men as he mite,
no fear in his mind,bcoz hes now blind
but whos respnsibl fr this situtn

try,it out
i think
i hav givn u reason..?????????

In My MINd (a poem about realising your self)

2008-12-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

A question always come in my mind
wat u hav done?
dear wat u desire?
'evry step u take ,is nt new
evry path u folow ,has fotprints of few',so dear wats new
wats original
and how u proving ur worth creation.
The aim which u hav in mind,
is it difrnt frm wat othrs desir,Do u thnk of whole wrld?
a question cming in my mind
"u dream to rule,tat is true,bt how wil u put it through?"
A questin come in my mind,
am i human ,or jst givn the name?
the qualties in me ,r the same?m i correct in evry step i take?
Am i gvng my life a prfct make?
A question cm in my mind m i provng my wrth creation?
or jst livng ,without speculating the situatn!!
Are u using ur self to the full?
i think so
this questn haunt u once in ur life too...........
do same questn nt com in mind"wat u hav done
andwat u desire."